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    The Gambia: The World We Live In

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    The smallest of all African countries, The Gambia, is perhaps best known for the village of Juffereh, where the child, Kunta Kinte lived some 250 years ago until he was kidnapped by Portuguese slave traders.  Kinte’s descendent ―the African American writer, Alex Haley― wrote the 1976 novel, Roots: The Saga of an American Family, based on the village griot (scribe), Kebba Kanga Fofana’s oral history of the region.  He traced back his own roots over generations to the Serer and Mandinka people of Juffereh, who for generations resisted the slave trade and the European colonization of their land in Western Africa.  According to the Schomburg Center for Research in Black Culture, of the 388,000 Africans abducted into slavery in America, roughly 92,000 (24 percent) were from the region of Senegal and Gambia.

    Last month, I visited Juffereh and The Gambia to learn more from the descendants of Kunta Kinte.

    He who would Rule for 1 Billion Years

    The British sliced The Gambia out of Senegal, which was a French colony, as part of the colonial powers’ negotiations in 1885 at the Berlin Conference.  In reference to the strange geographical phenomenon, the Senegalese joke that The Gambia —much smaller than the state of Connecticut— is the tongue of the Senegalese mouth.  G2Like all colonial partitions, the border between the two countries divided peoples who had inhabited the region for thousands of years, namely the Mandinka, Serer and Wolof people.

    For the past 22 years, his Excellency Sheikh Professor Alhaji Doctor Yahya A. James Junkung Jammeh Babili Mansa has presided over this nation.  As if his lengthy name were not proof enough of the dictator’s megalomania, Jammeh vows to rule for “one billion years… if Allah says so.”[1]

    Jammeh claims his seizure of power in 1994 in a military coup was a “revolution.” The conscious visitor is left to ask: a revolution by who and for who? Massive billboards depict him as the nation’s savior.  But in a country where the average income is $502 per year, few feel saved surviving on an average of $1 to $2 U.S. dollars per day.

    Jammeh’s rule is a portrait of what dictatorship looks like.  There are military checkpoints every kilometer to protect his power.  He claims to be able to cure AIDS with ancient potions.  He has murdered would-be resistance leaders. When he leaves his palace, the army shuts down all traffic in order “to ensure his safety.”

    The U.S. and Britain consider Gambia “a friendly nation” and have issued statements in support of Jammeh, condemning the opposition.  As long as the toubabs (foreigners) and Gambia’s elites are happy, the global policemen are content with allowing the self-obsessed autocrat to preside over business as usual.

    The Gate Keeper

    Paradoxically, Jammeh added “Babili Mansa” to his name, meaning “Bridge Builder,” but has reneged on constructing a bridge that would connect the southern Casamance region of Senegal to the northern region.  jThis guarantees the Jammeh government a steady stream of foreign currency from anyone desiring to traverse Senegal, because they have no choice but to go through Gambia.  The four times I traversed the border, I was at the mercy of despot’s military border agents who arbitrarily named their price for a toubab to pass.

    One agent —wearing a safari hat, sunglasses and civilian clothes— rudely and aggressively clasped my arm and told me I could not pass.  I took him for an everyday hustler, trying to trick a foreigner into forking over money.  When I yanked my arm away from his clutch, he accused me of resisting authority.  He demanded my passport and escorted me to a small office where I was held with my companion.  I was fuming with anger but I knew I was powerless.  I remembered the innumerable times Dominican border officials —aka professional thieves— employed similar chicanery when I crossed the border to and from Haiti.  If I lost my cool and didn’t play their game, I would only dig myself a deeper hole.  Having been effectively “detained,” the corrupt agents had even more leverage over me to name the price of their bribe.  After some arguing and haggling, I forked over $60 and I was on my way to Senegal.  As I strolled off I thought of all the Gambians who were not as fortunate as me to come and go as they pleased with minor inconveniences.  It occurred to me that “Gate Keeper” —instead of “Bridge Builder”— would be a much more accurate title to add to the name of the country’s dictator.

    Senegambia

    Senegambia was the name given to the potential confederation between the two countries in 1981.  Today Senegambia is a tourist enclave on the Atlantic coast of Gambia, only a half an hour ride from Banjul, the nation’s capital.  The heavily patrolled area is a reminder that the system of colonial rule never ended. A laborer from Manchester or Liverpool is instantaneously propelled to celebrity status in Senegambia, in possession of a currency worth exponentially more than the Gambian Dalasi. The military diligently keeps toubabs in and the locals out.  Just enough Gambians are allowed in to serve the foreigners.

    Luxurious, private resorts monopolize large tracts of the coveted Atlantic coast.  The tourist district —replete with every Western restaurant and accommodation— was a piece of the West transplanted to the heart of The Gambia.  Due to the region’s consistently warm temperatures, there is a steady parade of tourists oblivious to the social reality that surrounds them.  The patronizing attitudes of the Western tourists and their participation in this shuck-and-jive show was evidence of capitalism’s spiritual void.  The only connection between the tour-ers and the toured was the cash nexus.  G4Whisky-guzzling old men walked with young Gambian girls at their arm, employing them for the night.  Crimson-colored Australian and English women —overexposed to the punishing sun— rented out dreadlocked, athletic local striplings to entertain them for the night.

    The young working women and men —roughly the same age as Kunta Kinte when he was chopping wood for his family outside of Juffereh and was abducted— sought to earn in pounds what it would take them months to earn in Dalasis.  The forced, recurrent smiles of 15-year-old Gambian teenagers was a snapshot of the validity of “Dependency theory” and the pressing need for another way forward for humanity.

    Dependency Theory

    In graduate school, I studied political science which explored Modernization theory versus Dependency theory.  The “modernizers,” led by Lyndon B. Johnson’s National Security Advisor Walter Rostow, argued that the “third world” merely had to imitate the West in order to develop and catch up.   They ignored outside factors that dominated the economies of “third world countries” and assigned blame solely to native corruption and the internal dynamics of “undevelopment,” very conveniently ignoring five centuries of unfettered theft.  This school of thinking informed the Structural Adjustment Programs and austerity policies of the International Monetary Fund and World Bank.

    The other pole of economic thinking was Dependency Theory and World Systems Theory.  Fierce critics of Modernization theory —such as Andre Gunder Frank, Walter Rodney and Immanuel Wallerstein— argued that there was a direct relationship between the development of the colonizing countries and the underdevelopment of the colonized countries. The accumulation of wealth in the colonial center came from the extraction of wealth in the colonial periphery.  Until this pattern was interrupted —these Marxists thinkers contended— the world would be divided into exploiter and exploited countries.

    The Gambia, like so many other exploited countries, was living proof of the bankruptcy of the first model and the ongoing relevance of the latter model.  The visitor whose eyes are open feels the consequences of centuries of foreign exploitation.

    Gambians’ gazes are focused overseas.  Many marriages are arranged according to who has a coveted visa to the West.  There is a Western Union on every block to remind the populace where the money comes from, remittances from the U.S.  The Gambians, who can, escape mainly to Harlem, Minnesota & London — the metropole —in order to support their families and pursue the dreams denied to them in their homeland.

    Reimagine the Future

    My guide and colleague, Gambian University lecturer, Bakary Baye,[2] reflected on the reality:

    Even proximity to a toubab represents hope. Just the thought of linking up with a foreigner is the closest some of us will ever get to freedom. In Wolof we say toubab. It comes from the English “two bobs,” a nickname for the old English currency.  It was also the Wolof word for missionary.

    The normal behavior of a prostitute is to “turn a trick,” spring up and move on.  Not here. In Gambia, the sex worker has a different line of thinking. He or she sticks around. They are  affectionate. They don’t just want a night with a toubab, they want a ticket out of here.

    Have a look for yourself.  Young men and women.  Some are teenagers. This is all they can aspire to, to latch on to an old woman or man from Britain, he motions to a sprawling five-star hotel in front of us, teaming with Westerners.

    This is it. This is what we have, an economy based on pleasing toubabs. Look how far we’ve come.

    Centuries after Juffereh was sacked, we have yet to restore the spirit of our ancestors.

    Just last week, I brought the food to my sister’s wedding. It was a woman’s program. But these foreign tourists wandered in.  In flip-flops and shorts. From Holland and Britain.  The men were drunk. No one said anything.  They have been doing as they please since they first arrived in the 17th century.           

    Everything is in disarray.  They have altered the very soul of this land.

    Gambian reality may at first sight appear to be so distant from our own, but this is the world we live in.  The privilege of the tourist in the Dominican Republic, Thailand or Western Africa is directly connected to the ongoing oppression of the native peoples of that region and is the surest proof that the current, dominant socio-economic model is unsustainable.

    For the people of Kunta Kinte ―generation after generation― acquiescence before colonialism has never been an option.  West Africa has been swept by waves of mass youth protest and varying national and Islamic insurgencies.  The exiled Gambian community also plots for change.  Their resistance and their victory will be a victory for all of us.

    [1] “Gambia’s President Jammeh gets extra title of ‘bridge builder.” BBC. 18 June 2015.

    [2] The professor’s name was changed to protest his safety.

    Fitchburg: Understanding the Insidiousness

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    I came of age shaped by my sisters, grandmothers’ and mother’s pain and resistance. Their stories of struggle and survival were one of the principle factors that made me question this hell-on-earth capitalist system and how it came into existence. I will never forget when my sister clashed with the local townspeople one time. I wanted to share the story because my sisters, aunts, nieces, grandmothers and mother are my true anonymous working-class heroes. Certain biographical details have been changed to protect everyone’s privacy. December 2nd, 2015

    “A working class hero is something to be
    Keep you doped with religion, and sex, and T.V.
    And you think you’re so clever and classless and free
    But you’re still fucking peasants as far as I can see
    A working class hero is something to be
    There’s room at the top they are telling you still
    But first you must learn how to smile as you kill
    If you want to be like the folks on the hill
    A working class hero is something to be
    If you want to be a hero well just follow me”

    -John Lennon

    “I will not be part of Your Freak Show”

    Some of the local town folks and “do-gooders” on the School Committee in Fitchburg invited my sister, Elizabeth, to speak to the high school about being a recovering drug addict. Fitchburg is a post-industrial town of 40,000 in Central Massachusetts, with a $22,000 family median income and a reputation for having “a bad drug problem.” One of my older brothers joked that he had moved to Snitchburg in reference to how shady the small city is. Back in my hustling days, we called Fitchburg “the little Bronx,” well, for many self-evident reasons.

    Instead of asking to hear Elizabeth’s entire story, the School Committee pigeonholed her to meet their own agenda. They did not want the entire human story; they just wanted to “scare the kids straight.”

    Their approach was odious. They wanted Elizabeth to parrot the usual clichés. They expected her to meekly appear and regurgitate a dead-end script that we have all heard over and over from this society’s disinformation outlets. It goes something like this:

    Good morning children. Look at me. I was a poor, disgusting, good-for-nothing junkie. I did heinous things in the hunt. I have no history. I am not human. There is no context. Susie Q. and Johnny Appleseed: do you want to be like me?  No! Don’t do what I, the mutant-monster, did.”

    The mediocre school authorities wanted my younger sister to be part of a typical freak show, making a mockery of her life.

    Flipping the Script

    The bricks in the wall invited her last week to the high school auditorium to be a guest speaker. The naive bureaucrats had no no way of knowing what they signed up for. Elizabeth had her own independent ideas about what would leave an impact on the young minds. My sister was not going to be anybody’s mascot. 

    When she entered the auditorium, the high school classes were loud and disruptive.  Most of them were playing on their phones and making fun of “Drug Awareness Day.”  Elizabeth mounted the stage — appearing to be demoralized and broken — she refused to raise her voice in competition with the 350 students. She simply began to tell the truth:

    My story is no different than most of us addicts. When I was five, I was sexually molested by my grandfather. I’m not sure how he became a demented, sick man. To this day, I hate him for what he did to us children. Where we come from, we were all abused.

    There was a titanic shift in the atmosphere. Now there was only one voice. There was a background of deafening silence. The administrators shot quick, jittery glances at one another, Horrified. The students honed in on Elizabeth’s next words:

    I’m not going to lie to you and tell you things will be ok. They never were for me. I never received the time, affection, hugs and patience I deserved. I was raised by an alcoholic, violently deranged mother. She blamed me for the abuse. It was strange. I never understood why she hated me. How do you hate a seven-year-old girl? Yet, she never hated her father-in-law? How was I to blame and not Chester the Molester? Our parents have a knack for rewriting history when the truth does not suit them. I guess in some ways, heroin abuse was payback to get her to notice me when I punctured my veins.

    Though no one responded, it was as if there were a call and response. After some eternal seconds of reflection, Elizabeth vibed off of the students’ solemnity. 

    My own father ran away from the madness himself. There was only one problem. He forgot to take me with him. I found my own escape; lots of weed and then dope. 

    In his own way, dad was a great individual but he was too busy chasing substances and women, and being a man about town to prioritize us children.  

    When I was a preteen, my older sister’s husband raped me. That ignited more heroin abuse. I was not living, this was a living death. There was nothing that made the pain go away. It was only the needle’s penetration that finally calmed my mind. It was the first warm, comforting blanket I found. This led to a fifteen-year descent into lower rungs of Dante’s inferno.

    Prostituting, thieving, double-crossing, mugging…I’ve known death. It is life I’m searching for.

    Once we lured a taxi driver into the shadows of our despair. We knocked him, went joy riding and sold his taxi for a week of hits. Dehumanized, we acted the part. It appears surreal today to those of us who survived.

    A Proud Older Brother

    I was sitting in the back of the auditorium, thinking in our local Brockton and Fitchburg vernacular:

    Got ’em! She horror-showed ’em! She homie-socked ’em! She Fitchburg’ed ’em! 

    Though I could not yell out in solidarity, my sister always knew I had her back.  

    The School Committee representatives did not know how to respond. They looked around searching for a way to close the curtains. But the truth is stubborn. Elizabeth stared over at the representatives who invited her. Her piercing glance penetrated them and their judgmental inadequacy.

    I reflected in the back, chuckling to myself because I had seen this all before.

    Society wants to criminalize and judge the individual while ignoring their social plight that produces us down-and-out Shaws. 

    Well, the good, always-on-time professionals wanted her story? They got it!

    We had joked and cried before over these dynamics: The double-dealing, insincere cowards! There it is, for all the children to see. Tell the children the truth.

    I wanted to jump on stage too but this was not my hour.

    My sister was dropping love-life lessons on the youth so they could chart a different path:

    Heroin abuse, burglary, prostitution, shoplifting, hustling, AIDS…none of it happens in a vacuum. It has its triggers. Until we come to grips with those triggers, and the social terrain that triggers the triggers, we will be impotent before the realities of drug abuse, alcoholism and every other escape mechanism. Pitiful, patriotic pricks! Teach the children the truth. You wanted a freak show? Well, you got one. Our society is a freak show!

    Imagine their faces! She “grossed them out,” meaning that she gave them a tongue lashing, as my older brother was fond of saying, every time he ruthlessly tormented people with his vitriolic tongue. Elizabeth broke every taboo. She then played Trent Reznor and the 9 Inch Nails song “Hurt” for everyone to digest together:

    I hurt myself todayTo see if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that’s real
    The needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everything
    What have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I know goes awayIn the end

    For us daughters of Fitchburg and sons of Brockton, the abuse was the original sin. Our parents’ denial was the knife that plunged the sin deeper into our chests and souls. Elizabeth’s message was a beam of light for those who had been sheltered from the truth:

    What can be done, can be undone. My trauma is mine. It not longer belongs to the rapists, abusers and denialists. I own my trauma. It is what made me. It is far too late for regret, guilt or self-doubt. None of this was my fault but it is now my path. I have to embrace it or it will destroy me. My name is Elizabeth and I am an alcoholic and addict. My middle name is denial and I am a professional escape artist in recovery. God: Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. 

    A Societal Shift & Transformation 

    From the perspective of the school administration, both here in Massachusetts and across the United States, it was ok for the students to gawk at my little sister’s pain, but not for them to understand the source of it.

    How much easier to blame individuals than to ask the deeper questions: Why are so many of our children subjected to generational trauma? Why do all experts indicate that upwards towards 90 percent of addicts come from traumatizing childhoods like us? Why do the admins promote failed “scared straight” tactics but always ignore the childhood trauma staring them in their faces? 

    Elizabeth walked off the stage and calmly handed the mic to Principal McMahon, stealing the last word off his forked tongue.

    The principle and AP’s — functioning as sub-oppressors, a microcosm of the larger forces acting on society — feared the truth. They felt secure, pushing their own version, blaming the individual. Generation after generation, they preach from pulpits of American hypocrisy:

    There are no excuses. You could have done it. Pull yourself up by the bootstraps. You can be whatever you want to be.  

    I learned from my big sister that denial and silence is part of the insidiousness. The status-quo fears & rejects anything that calls into question the true causes of our hurt. We all form part of the collective social fabric. No one can edit our stories. No one can censor our pasts.

    My sister — wielding a machete of truth — blazed forward with ferocity and fire, creating a path for all of us survivors to follow. The administrators tried to prevent the Q&A from happening but some 100 students stayed behind to direct their questions to Elizabeth and gave her a standing applause. Here finally was somebody they could trust and relate to.

    	            

    To Be Somebody

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    This is an excerpt from The Saints of Santo Domingo, a book that explores the ascendance of the Dominican Republic’s revolutionary movement, the MPD (Movimiento Popular Dominicano) and the state repression that followed.  It is a work of non-fiction.  Details have been changed to protect the privacy of the real life protagonists.

    villa Alta

    Whatever you needed, Franklin had it. Guns, a safe house, a bodyguard, money, contacts within the police to tip off the movement, counterintelligence, hitmen, lawyers to defend political prisoners, or CO’s to smuggle letters and books to comrades in prison. His smile was the key to every vault in Villa Altagracia, a municipality of 180,000 just north of the capital. Everywhere he went, he was well-respected and well-loved.

    Franklin had a magnetic personality and whenever he entered a room, he left an indelible impression. First of all, he was enormous. He skied over his comrades and heaved rocks further than anybody. It was rumored that he took out his first police officer with a rock when he was barely twelve years old at a huelga (strike). When the neighborhood mobilized, the combat-tested youth darted into the streets with bandanas covering their faces and towels soaked in water to withstand the tear gas. But not Franklin. There was no hiding a dirigente (leader) who stood 6 6’, 245 lbs. Everyone knew his stance. When news crews interviewed the balaclava-clad youth, Franklin came out on national television; showing his face, confidently looking into the cameras and denouncing the politicians and their cronies, unhesitatingly, without fear of the reprisals that would follow. With complete self-assurance, he stated “If the chivatos (snitches) and police want to come for me, let them come for me. I won’t live in fear in my own country.”  Due to his presence and the way he took up space, his running mates baptized him la yegua, the mare or big horse.

    La yegua was also a social butterfly. He could talk to the most dispirited grandmother, the loneliest house wife or a classroom full of agitated high school students. He never met an audience he disliked. When he took stage, the room stopped. Audiences were glued to his every word. His mentors bragged that “he threw pages to the left,” meaning that he read voraciously to better understand Latin America’s history of struggle, and the Dominican Republic’s place in this continent wide insurrection. It was these skills that propelled him into a leadership position within el MPD. The top cadre reasoned that once they won over Franklin, they had won over half of Villa Altagracia’s 175,000 inhabitants.

    villa Altagracia

    Spellbound

    Yahaira was from Villa Altagracia as well but she had left with her family to live in Providence, Rhode Island when she was three years old. Her father was a highly-respected judge who felt iron hot contempt for Franklin and the tigueres (riff-raff) who insisted upon interrupting business with protests that shut down the highways and commerce of the entire town.  

    Though Yahaira still dreamt in Spanish, truthfully she had a greater command of a foreign tongue. She had graduated at the top of her class as a duel English and Black Studies major at Princeton University. Every summer she returned home to visit her family. She understood little about the national liberation war—the crucible of fire that gave birth to Franklin and his rage.  Late night police raids, going underground for months in a neighboring town and wearing police bullets as badges of honor were as foreign to her as bell hooks, James Baldwin, Jesmyn Ward and Richard Wright were to Franklin.

    Two destinies, drifting in different life orbits, collided in the summer of 2003. Yahaira was out partying with her cousins when she met Franklin who worked as a bouncer at Villa Altagracia’s largest club, El Caribe. The first time their eyes interlocked, they both felt their knees wobble.  

    Yahaira was petite, with what the locals called, a guitar shaped body. Franklin—in addition to being a colossus—had a face cut of white granite, with sharp angular cheekbones. He was a heartthrob, and knowing as much he used this trait to call upon his female contacts to help the movement out with favors, lending money to the movement or hiding contacts, who were on the run from the state.  

    The pair attracted a great deal of attention on their own but together they were the talk of the town. Franklin towered over Yahaira and jokingly swept her off her feet and tossed her over his shoulder to tease her. Yahaira searched for a sidewalk or a park bench in order to reach his lips and kiss him. After dating for the summer weeks, they felt such intense passion that they discussed the option of marriage. They decided to tie the knot so that Franklin could eventually be with her in the U.S. The months the newlyweds spent apart from one another marched at a tortoise’s pace. Yahaira returned every other month, anticipating the granting of her husband’s visa. She became pregnant and now the couple prepared for parenthood with 1,600 miles of distance between them.

    The U.S. embassy in Santo Domingo.
    The U.S. embassy in Santo Domingo.

    After a sixteen month wait, the couple was called to the U.S. embassy. When the consulate agent returned Franklin’s passport with a visa, they looked at each other, wondering if they should cry out of celebration or out of fear. They were about to embark upon a reality that had snuck up on them both, the reality of marriage, twenty four hours a day, seven days a week.

    Disillusioned

    The marriage was doomed to fail before the pair shared their one thousandth kiss. Franklin had his culture. Yahaira had hers. They both believed in reading, studying and hard work but for completely different purposes. One was the American dream. The other was the American nightmare. Franklin was never meant to leave the only surroundings he ever knew.  New England would pose a threat to his identity and his ego, more formidable than a politician’s bribe or a policeman’s bullet.  

    Yahaira lived in Providence with her parents and their newborn baby boy, Johan. Franklin weighed his options. Follow the “American illusion” or remain where he was indispensable. Overnight, Villa Altagracia’s highly-decorated marksman became Providence’s stay at home dad. In February 2011, when he exited JFK airport without a coat into the Northeast’s 23 degree, he instantly knew he had made a grave mistake.  It took less than one week for him to grow depressed with his new reality. He who stood almost 7 feet tall felt dwarfed by his new environs.  

    Franklin began to drink and put on weight. Something about American food made him feel lifeless and bloated. Like too many immigrants, he put on the freshman 20. He wasn’t sharp like he had been and his face grew scruffy. La yegua forgot the days before when he rolled out of bed with a glock in one pocket and a book in the other. Villa Altagracia’s Field Marshal contemplated turning his back on the dream and the dreamers but his pride weighed heavy on the see-saw of identity. How would it look if he returned home—from the country of miracles—empty-handed, plump, soft, wifeless and defeated?  

    Dispirited

    He who had commanded a people’s battalion before the onslaught of military police now changed diapers and heated bottles for a living. Without a dollar to his name, he depended on Yahaira for everything. If he wanted mofongo, he had to tell his wife in advance. When they argued about the littlest thing, he raised his voice blaming her for pressuring him into leaving his natural habitat. But his voice dissipated before her screaming retorts. He tried to work but he didn’t yet have a good command of the English language. Yahaira resented his “ignorance” and wanted her own free time to hang out with the cultivated and educated spoken word and hip hop crowd that she was accustomed to. The blame game made them both bitter and at twenty three they carried a mutual resentment, usually reserved for a couple twice their age.

    Yahaira kicked him out. The man who had 50,000 homes in his old town, had nowhere to go. He roamed the desolate, frost-bitten streets of Providence trying to remember who he was.  The first night he slept inside of a Peter Pan bus station. He began to work odd jobs overnight at clubs cleaning up after the last drunken clientele left at three a.m. He slept on buses during the day. Because of his mare-like size, he was soon asked to work security at the clubs, which was a big upgrade from being an errand boy.

    Fortunately for him, Franklin grew up in Villa Altagracia with two second cousins who had immigrated to Providence five years before him. Lost in dead-end, minimum wage jobs that required them to work the graveyard shift at an industrial laundry, his contemporaries found themselves knee deep in the world of hustling. They sold drugs on La Broa—the main drag in Providence’s Dominican community—and in the poor, white suburbs of Cranston, Barrington and Narragansett. They told him if he did a 10pm to 8am shift with them a few times a week, he could earn $125 cash per night. This new rhythm, combined with $75 all-night shifts as a bouncer, earned him a steady income. He learned to hide crack cocaine under trash cans and waited for junkies to come around who needed it. He led them to it, careful not to pick it up and implicate himself in the distribution process. Even the smallest quantity of crack was a guaranteed 10 years federal times under the Rockefeller Drug Laws. Other times he brought cocaine directly to white customers who lived in safer condominiums in the outskirts of Providence. When he made a drop off, he waited around for at least twenty minutes, confident his clientele would need a resupply. A few random customers turning into a dozen plus dependents who called him at all times of the day and night. Cocaine was a safer hustle and earned less jail time than its bastard offspring, crack. Soon he needed to trade in his old hoooptie for a Toyota Highlander to keep up with the runs. It was an ugly world—far removed from the ideals he came from—but he felt defeated when he considered the options. Pride is a heavy stone that weighs on the seesaw of life.

    Seduced

    When you are poor, money is seductive. When your pockets are full, you feel no pain. Or so the poor think. Franklin was no different. He did anything to stack up more money. Just as the sun drifts far away from the Northeast in December, leaving New England in a four month frozen stupor, Franklin gravitated away from his former world of conviction and righteous action.

    The streets were disorienting and depoliticizing. Quick money brought quick power.  Scorned, he refused to check in with Yahaira, passive-aggressively leaving her to think he was dead. When he yearned for her, he focused on the final image he had of her patronizingly cursing him out and slamming the door in his face. For a man whose reputation back home was based on loyalty, this was unforgivable. He would freeze to death before he would crawl back to implore her to let him stay with her and their son Johan, who he affectionately called Bombi. He missed his newborn but knew he and Bombi would always be close as he came of age. Lost, estranged and muddle-headed, Franklin was at least his own man again. He promised himself, he would never again be anybody’s burden.

    Unstoppable

    Franklin began to lift weights again. He returned to the old form that had earned him his nickname. The higher end Latino dance clubs hired him as their doorman. No one, regardless of who knew who, could get into the club without settling accounts with him. Sneakers, Timberlands, baggy jeans, hoodies, and “a sausage fest” were all justifications for a de facto fine, imposed by Providence’s smooth-talking, Dominican doorman. When he rejected individuals or groups at the door, he always opened up a path for their rehabilitation. “No Tims tonight my brother unless you choose to do the right thing.” Or “Sorry hermanita (young sister), those sneakers are a no go. But if you bless us exploited toilers, there could be hope for you.” There was a short Italian bouncer Tony who was a sanitation worker during the week. In his black trenchcoat and polished shoes, he was as slick as Franklin. The two made a formidable team.

    If they suspected the revelers carried marijuana, ecstasy or mollies, he patted them down and seized their drugs. They pretended to throw them away in disgust, only to hold on to them and resell the narcotics back to the post 3am crowd at inflated rates. Now la yegua flipped thousands of dollars in a weekend. He arrived at daybreak to his cousin’s’ apartment, squinting as the blinding sun rose above him, smuggling its rays through the curtain blinds.  

    Exhausted but accomplished, he threw down hundreds of crumpled bills onto his mattress.  He didn’t even count the money as he neatly folded it into stacks, but he knew that thousands of dollars were flowering into tens and hundreds of thousands of dollars. He despised money but grew addicted to the freedom it signified. Having never opened a bank account nor written a check, he opted for a makeshift safe in his trunk. Underneath his work out gear, protein shakes and supply of daily fruit, he hid stacks of money in a small chest with a combination lock where most car-owners had a spare tire. The rest of the stacks he sent off to the MPD in the capital. But they suspected something was off. No amount of money could replace the loss of their former Minister of Defense. But Franklin was on top, he was high off of life.

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    Estranged

    He had not seen his son, Bombi in six months.  More hard-headed than ever, he vowed to see Bombi but without exchanging a single word with Yahaira.  

    Both mother and son were elated to see the gentle giant. He held his prodigy for ten minutes and silently listened to her half-apologetic, self-righteous diatribe before condescendingly tossing a tightly taped, thrice folded trash bag at her. Before she could count the four thousand plus dollars in cash distributed in four envelopes, Franklin had descended back to the street. She called after him, but all he heard were the texts streaming in from three other girls and her last cold words at the door months before. Yahaira wanted to take him to court but Franklin had never followed up with his residency papers. To the immigration bureaucracy and city hall, he was a ghost, a non-person. That’s the way he liked it. The U.S. of A. didn’t like him and he didn’t like the U.S. of A. Before heartlessness, the sensitive turn heartless. He saw no future here for himself. His future was back with his people and Bombi would one day understand this.   

    Coveted

    In the Divided Snakes of America, money is freedom. He who has it is the freest of free men; he who doesn’t is a prisoner to scarcity. Franklin was propelled to local stardom. Fast cash meant nicer clothes, a new SUV, street credibility and an abundance of women to blow his money on. Part of his humility faded into the memories of his youth, the others into the mountains of cash that laid before him.

    Franklin was inside of one woman, thinking about three others. Before returning to one girlfriend, he saved numerous text messages to drafts in his phone so that he could later send them quick and not provoke her jealousy. He carried two phones, one for profits and one for expenses. No girl he dated knew this so he could never be caught red handed. He couldn’t be in the here and now because he was always everywhere, anticipating the next adventure. Hustling was his addiction and dating multiple women was merely an extension of the constant adventure.

    He, who was once somebody, then nobody, emerged as somebody again.  

    He took all of his people skills, and without an insurrectionary outlet, invested them in the world of hustling. He had two cars. An old beat up 1995 Geo Tracker jeep, for drop-offs and collections, and a $50,000 silver 2004 Escalade, to show off on the town. Every time the police stopped him in his larger-than-life Cadillac, he wore a smirk on his face, as they unsuccessfully searched for illegal narcotics, which he left in his old jalopy. He was the David Ortiz or Big Papi of the underground. Although he felt a deep-seated anger towards the ghetto surveillance, he was as polite as a UN diplomat, addressing them with his thick accent, but maintaining a formal demeanor, just to rub it in their faces that he was one step ahead of them.

    One Saturday night, a young drunk driver rear-ended his car. Both the kid and Franklin’s crew grew nervous that the police were not far behind to look into the matter. Panic stricken, Franklin gave the petrified, inebriated teenager $800 and told him to get lost. The kid held the money and tried to compute how his careless texting while driving turned into his salary from three weeks of work at Subway. Seeing him pensive, Franklin gave him a cocotazo (a slap on the head) and told him to get the fuck out of there. Franklin’s destiny was precarious and tragedy was only one 911 call away.

    Loyal

    Franklin rented a permanent hotel room in Washington Heights, Providence and Brockton. Other drug dealers paid him to crash there so he, again, came out winning. When another hustler charged up a large bill in pornography, Franklin pinned his neck to the wall. Even within his gluttony, la yegua was reasonable.

    Out of touch with his MPD family, la yegua stopped reading and projecting their unique worldview. Still, he was not your average hustler. He applied his acumen for insurrection to street adventurism. With all of the women he chased, he picked up Portuguese and Cape Verdean Kreolu. He achieved a certain street fluency and was soon a polyglot. Franklin, who only six months before was a sloth, still in pajamas and in a bathrobe at one in the afternoon, couching it up with a three-year-old, was now on the move. And nothing could stop him.

    Still, he was careful not to squander money. He was generous but intelligent. But when it came to women, he knew how to throw down. On a double date his pana (partner) scrutinized the check in front of two Brazilian girls from Marlboro. Franklin rapidly but calmly grabbed the bill out of his hand, without the girls noticing. He switched the conversation, hiding the check under the table. Without confirming the exact price, he removed four $100 bills from his pocket and placed them with the check in the waitress’s folder. Later that night he told his pana full, “Never review a check in front of women. Cover it and figure it out later but never flinch in front of a woman.” Machismo and the code of the streets were not always synonymous with humility.

    Invincible

    La yegua cornered markets in Providence, Boston, the Bronx and everywhere in between. He checked in with his compañeros back home in Villa Altagracia but felt worlds removed from their everyday struggles. They missed him and urged him to come back home.

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    This was the era when Dominican baseball players were beginning to dominate Major League Baseball. Manny Ramirez, David Ortiz and Pedro Martinez were rewriting baseball as America knew it. Franklin wore a Red Sox hat everywhere he went. Some Yankee fans challenged his right to represent the Red Sox south of Bridgeport, Connecticut. These incidents were never uptown or in the Bronx, where everyone knew him and the masses of Dominicans rooted for the Red Sox. Twice in Manhattan, Yankee fans south of 96th St. made fun of his jersey and spit on him during the 2005 Red Sox-Yankee playoff series. He calmly left them both in a pool of blood and exited the scene before they could make heads or tails of the situation. A bouncer came out and demanded his ID. He looked back smiling, rattling out his signature shit-talking lines: “Are you serious verdugo (slang for dude, but means executioner?) What are you going to do? Put me in detention? We waited 85 years for this!” It was not his style to look for problems but he resolved them when he had to.

    Yahaira reached out to her old confidante, his parents and anyone else to patch things ups. Villa Altagracia’s most humble was seeing so much money he told her, her uppity judge father and her Princeton education, to go fuck themselves. A man scorned on the upswing was impossible to pin down. Impatient, she would have to wait to catch him when his fall from grace arrived, as it inevitably does for every hustler. Resentment has a way of blinding a man’s heart. Still, he visited his son once every few weeks but the visits were brief. When there were dollar signs to be stacked, little else mattered. Now Yahaira was the one who talked to a voicemail.

    Alienated

    Franklin hated who he had become but he no longer knew who he was. Accustomed to the underground, he did not mind illegality. He wasn’t a slave to anyone’s caprices, not Yahaira’s, her well-off parents nor those of Rhode Island’s courts. Part of him secretly hoped he’d be caught soon enough so he could go back to being the man who had nothing but had everything. Now he had everything but had nothing.

    La yegua still had his political training but the ego is a terrible thing. It spiraled out of control. He endeared himself with women using his muela (game) and soft smile to charm them.   He never slept in the same place. That was a decision he left to the night. If a woman was well-off and acted drunk and sloppy, he pocketed what he could from her purse or apartment.  The street reasoning was that if anyone “got caught slipping,” they themselves were to blame.  Besides, he concluded, the money he expropriated funded the movement back home. His moral code grew out of the stark social contrasts that characterized his Dominican homeland.  He was lost but loyal. A hustler but a hustler hammered out of a revolutionary street ethic who refused to take advantage of his own people.

    The chase became an addiction. But no one can live on a permanent high.  What goes up must come down. With the women he enamored, he mentioned using a condom but in the heat of the passion it was a hindrance and he rarely used one. A “real man” and a “limp dick” have no time for each other. He had more than one scare with pregnancies and STD’s. The ebbs and flows began to play with his mind. He wondered how many “hustlers” would today be a Bunchie Carter or Fred Hampton if there was a community to invest in them, applying their “conversation,” street smarts and talents to the future.

    The red and black flag of the MPD
    The red and black flag of the MPD

    Reunited

    The Secretariat, the highest body of the MPD, flew an elder leader, Felix, a veteran of the 1965 uprising, to Providence to reel Franklin back in. Felix trained Franklin, his godson, in Marxist ideology and street tactics ten years before. The leadership was deeply saddened, first by Franklin’s abrupt self-exile and then, by his fall from revolutionary grace.

    They sat down to dinner.  Felix threw his hands up in disbelief:

    “Who have you become m’ijo?  This is what we taught you? You are that weak that for some rum, yankee dollar signs and women, you are going to sell us out?”  

    La yegua was both angry and ashamed. On the defensive, he fired back: “Fuck the movement! This is a different world. What is the movement doing for me? This woman fucked me over!”  

    He knew he was wrong to betray three generations of self-sacrificing MPD warriors, but a broken heart and bruised ego conspired against his MPD training. A satellite out of orbit, his feet could not find any familiar ground to touch.

    Felix and his godson never even started their meal. Franklin jumped up pushing his seat back, asserting “I don’t know who I am anymore.”  He sent the sixty three year old warrior off with a hurried apology, a trash bag full of Jordan sneakers, new designer clothes and a tightly wrapped plastic bag. Disgusted, Felix threw the bag into his suitcase in the trunk of his brother-in-law’s car. Three weeks later he delivered the trash bag to three MPD leaders in Villa Altagracia’s humble El Caobal neighborhood. The tightly wrapped double trash bag had $7,000 in it, and a note that read “We all have a role to play. Keep playing yours and I will play mine.”

    Resurrected

    Just as fast as his star had rose in the north, Franklin again fell from glory. His own second cousin, jealous of his ascendance, which left them no room to operate, tipped off the police that the trunk of his Geo Tracker was lined with cocaine. Franklin again returned to nobodydom.

    The state sent the popular agitator to languish in a cell, where he nostalgically remembered what it felt like to be somebody. A federal judge from Arizona determined that he would be deported, but not before he served twelve years in a federal prison. After two months in the same federal penitentiary where Leonard Peltier was held, in Leavenworth, Kansas, he received a package from Santo Domingo. He unwrapped the package and took out three books, Eduardo Galeano’s The Open Veins of Latin America, The Communist Manifesto, and Pedro Mir’s Hay un Pais en el Mundo. He took a deep breath, kissed a picture of his son, Bombi and opened The Communist Manifesto. There was an inscription from Felix: “We all have a role to play m”ijo.”  He began to read, realizing he was just beginning to live.

    [1] Skyed is slang for stood taller than everyone else.

    [2]  The Saints of Santo Domingo tells the untold stories of the dirigentes, elected revolutionary neighborhood leaders who prosecuted the poor’s war for definitive liberation.

    [3] Movimiento Popular Dominicano is the oldest Marxist-Leninist party in the D.R. Thousands of its leaders have been targeted for assassination by the Dominican state because of the fear, dating back to 1963, that D.R. could become “another Cuba.”

    [4] Spanglish slang for a close partner.

    [5] Two slain leaders of the Black Panther Party disappeared as a part of the FBI’s covert COINTELPRO program.

    [6] Made a mistake and acted careless

    [7] Dominican national poet.

    Beyond the Acropolis

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    Menidi is an area of Athens most visitors to Greece do everything in their power to avoid.  Also known as Acharnes, Menidi hosts the largest Romani community in Greece and is infamous for being the center of the heroin trade.

    Bus Drama

    I did not know at the time that the bus ride from the number two metro station to the periphery of Athens would be the heart of my adventure.  A group of unaccompanied, Romani children boisterously took the back of the bus over.  Lighter skinned grandmother figures reasoned with the darker-skinned children and affectionately tried to calm them down.  They gave the ten and twelve year olds candy and told them not to climb on the seats.  Outside on the street, a few dozen darker skinned families with suitcases and a host of other belongings spilled out of the train station.  Were these also Romani families?  No.  These were Syrian refugees chased from their homeland by the U.S./NATO proxy war against a sovereign Syria.  The Romani youth —picking up on the fact that this was a group of people down on their luck and also classified as a “social other”— shot off the bus and danced around the families in mocking gestures.

    Ironically, the displaced Arab families and the descendants of ancient Indian immigrants shared a skin complexion different than the Greek citizenry, which placed them both on the margins of Greek society.   This was perhaps all they shared.  One people at the bottom of the social totem pole had stumbled upon another, positioned even lower in the pecking order.  As the number forty six bus pulled off, the children scampered back onto the bus out of breath, having one whale of a time at the expense of Greece’s newest arrivals.

    As the bus made its way north —further away from the downtown district— several young men hopped on the bus.  Like almost everybody else on the packed bus, they sailed by the driver without making any motion to pay the fare.  The driver soon objected to the collective non-compliance and grew frustrated when his pleas were ignored.  He stood up and argued with the young men who showed their empty pockets.  The driver tried to throw them off.  He threatened to call the police but soon gave up.  Our journey recommenced.

    Several stops later, a non-uniformed agent appeared on the packed bus.  He requested to see everyone’s ticket.  Several members of the crowd protested because he was not in uniform.  There was yelling back and forth.  The agent ignored the bickering and demanded to see my ticket.  I was among the freeloaders taking the bus around Athens without paying.  He switched to English to tell me I had to pay a fine sixty times the price of the fare.  He called the police.  The bus came to its next stop.  Suddenly two young men, accused of the same infraction, darted off.  The agent screamed after them.  For a split second, he vacillated between my crime and theirs.  He chose the path of most resistance and chased after the sprinting men, yelling at their heals.  I sank back into my seat, relieved that the other two men’s entanglement with justice had got me off the hook.

    Menidi II

     “Are you an addict?”

    The trip to Menidi constituted a heroin corridor that rivals Hunts Point in the Bronx or Fitchburg, Massachusetts in terms of that down-and-out heroin den-feel.  It was the ninth circle of hell. The addicts dotted the bus stops, the train station and the local streets.  Those who were at one time human beings were now dehumanized, toothless, and (self) mutilated hunchbacks.  They drooled on themselves as they strolled back and forth hustling, peddling, searching and fiending.  Accustomed to rejection, they only interacted with one another, bumming a cigarette or a drink from a co-conspirator in the struggle.  I followed the trail of addicts to see where it would take me.

    The neighborhood of Menidi was quiet and uneventful.  Romani youth and young men wore purses around their waists. On two occasions, several Romani teenagers approached me to ask for a cigarette.  I imagined this was their way of evaluating if I was in need of anything.  They were purportedly the suppliers.  The addicts were committed to this daily hike because the dealers in Menidi undercut the downtown €40 euro rate for a gram of heroin and slashed that price to as low as €10 euro.  I walked expecting to find further marginalization but besides the drug market -who came from outside- there was none.  Once again, the Romani people had been stigmatized and vilified by the outside world.  Like the Jews (originally) and the Kurds, the Roma have been denied a homeland and have been forced to adapt and survive as they can in hostile territory across Europe.

    English-speakers were tough to come by. My questions sparked rival questions; “Why did you come here? What are you looking for?”  They checked my arms for tracks; “Are you a drug addict?  You don’t look like one.”  I chided back:  “What do you want me to do, stay at the Acropolis for four more days?”  The Acropolis —that gathering ground of the elites of the day, democracy for one class, enslavement for another— held my attention for two hours the previous day.  These ancient wonders of the world have been converted into the epitome of selfiedom, with tourists jockeying for the best shot they can post on social media.  I continued my self-righteous rant: “If I didn’t come to visit you guys, I would have went crazy or left Greece. I want to see how people live in Athens.”  Besides the Parthenon and the lush islands to the south, Athens appeared to be a rough city with little to interest the tourist.

    Menidi I

    Sisa: Greece’s Crack

    A group of local Greeks, sitting at an outdoor restaurant having a midday drink, looked incredulous; “You got bored but you are not looking for heroin?”  A less judgmental gentleman corrected them: “They are not fucked up on heroin.  It’s sisa.”  Addicts smoke sisa —a sort of Greek crystal meth— out of a glass pipe. It has been called the cocaine of the poor because the toxic additives dilute the cocaine content and an addict can score it for two dollars.  A local merchant with a good command of English introduced himself as Nicos.  He was the perfect informant.  I asked why the big hullabaloo about a community that looked more picturesque than many neighborhoods in downtown Athens?  He claimed that the neighborhood looked relatively peaceful from outside but if I saw the inside of the Romani homes, I would see the despair.  Having just walked these very streets for hours, I remained unconvinced.

    Two toothless, burley, moussaka-bellied enforcers strolled up to me.[1] Their faces were hardened. Their dress was sloppy. They wore no expression on their face.  Between them, they carried a solid 600 pounds.  They were testing me.  I stood my ground.  They let their guard down and playfully measured their height with mine. The expectant crowd let out a collective gasp and everyone laughed. They asked if I was a soldier in the U. S. Army. When they learned that I was not, they then asked me “Well what is your business, basketball?”

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    “Fuckin gypsies!” Nicos translated the two hitmen’s words for me: “Pick-pockets, good-for-nothing thieves. Don’t go in there.  They will kill you.  They will steal from you and leave you naked.”  Now I knew I had to penetrate deeper into Menidi.  But the further I penetrated the off-limits neighborhood, the more “normal” things looked. The Romani had their own community with the usual commerce and coming and goings that one would expect. “The junk” that attracted outsiders to the edge of the community was where the story was.

    If I had listened to the local scuttlebutt, I would have never wandered into these neighborhoods. But when do I ever listen to prevailing judgement?  As I predicted, the journey into the heart of this highly-feared ghetto was anticlimactic.

    This is the social training of oppressed people. To fear your neighbors is to fear yourself.  The slum down the road is the closest thing to hell yet where they live is more often than not a mirror reflection of the very fears they espouse. This seemed analogous to how Greek society viewed the Romani. But the Romani were not the social group responsible for this plague.

    Full Circle

    Unemployment is soaring in Athens.  It is 25% overall but even higher for Greek youth.[2]  Over the past seven years and particularly in the past three months, Athens emerged as the epicenter of global resistance.  Millions of Greeks mobilized against the recolonization of their country by German capital.  Politicized youth battled addicts and dealers for hegemony over different neighborhoods.  The war on the poor has given rise to two contradictory social phenomena at war for Greece’s soul; self-mutilation and rebellion. Do the most alienated rise to the historical occasion or do they fall by the wayside swept into history’s gutters? This is the Greek drama that is playing out. Internationalists await the denouement and play their roles in other unfolding plots.

    When I waited for the bus back, there was a steady stream of Gadjo (non-Romani) customers –with swelling sores on their faces and limbs- making their way back to commercial Athens.  A group of gruff looking men sized me up and positioned themselves close to me.  I could not help feeling like they might be measuring me up to pick my pockets.  I leaned against the bus wall so I could face them.  After moving full circle for this snapshot of the unknown, I returned to the graffiti-lined streets of downtown Athens.  I saw many of the very same addicts that I took the trek with.  They were begging and hustling in Syntagma Square, Athen’s Times Square, in order to repeat the journey.  Again no one paid the bus fare.  As we exited off of the last stop, I asked a group of women why no one paid.  To the amusement of her group of friends, one woman offered the following hypothesis, bellowing out “Because this is the fuckin’ bus!”

    [1] Moussaka is a sort of Greek lasagna.

    [2] “Sisa: Cocaine of the Poor.” Produced by Vice.

    Anti-Colonial Dilemma

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    I needed cash.  I wasn’t going to be like the other tourists, constantly mollycoddled— expecting to use their American Express card to make every small purchase across Europe. I ran out of the café in Sarajevo and found an ATM. I explained the situation to my traveling friend, Elaine and excused myself. I left her seated drinking a cold pint and eating a zeljanika, a flaky pastry filled with cottage cheese and spinach. Elaine had biked all the way to Bosnia from County Clare in Ireland, covering up to one hundred miles a day. She took ferries to traverse the Celtic Sea, the English Channel, the Mediterranean and the Adriatic Seas and then hopped on her bike again. If anything, she had earned the right to a few cold pints and a greasy appetizer.

    I sprinted through the quaint, romantic old village streets of Sarajevo until I found an ATM. Of course it was in the local language, Serbo-Croatian.  I searched for a translation.  IrelandThe only English option was hidden behind a British flag.  It stared back at me with the weight of 800 years of colonial rule.  No!  Selecting the hated Union Jack was not an option for a proud Irish-Scottish-American.  I made my way in Serbo-Croatian.  I mistakenly took out 2,000 km’s (convertible marks) confusing the currency with that of Croatia and Hungary.  I had taken out half my life savings in Bosnian marks but my national pride was still intact!

    Ballin’ It Up in Slovakia

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    I stumbled upon a full court basketball game in Bratislava. I rolled up and asked “how do you say I got next in Slovakian?”  When I got on the court, every player came over to me to show respect and apologize for their lack of skills. They thought I was some type of professional player. I just said “lets have fun,” knowing my skills are not what they were 20 years ago.

    I was scoring at will down low. When I tried to go coast to coast, I made it to the rim but more often than not I lost the ball in the process.

    I am not trying to be stereotypical but Europe is the continent of the set-shooter. I never saw such a slow shot release. These were open invitations to swat the ball out of bounds. But what confused me the most was every time someone scored from outside everyone jogged back applauding the shooter. We had 9 guys chumming it up like they had all collectively defended their national territory against a WW II Nazi onslaught.

    I called my guys into a huddle. I had my head down. I was emotional: “Yo! Wake up out there. You never heard of Dennis Rodman or Kevin Garnet? Get position. Throw an elbow in his stomach. Push him into a puddle under the hoop.” When I looked up, there were 9 dudes in the huddle. The opposing team had joined us! “Hey what are you guys doing here? Get out of here!” I yelled, motioning to the other end of the court. But my guys ran off too. We were back to square one.

    I opted for the one on one team leadership tactic. I called the quick point guard over.  “When the shot goes up, break. Go long like Odell Beckham.” He looked perplexed. “Football. We’ll burn ’em. Go deep,” I waved down the court. “Oh football. Yes like Messi,” he responded. I sighed. All I could do was give the good-natured young man a thumbs up. I reasoned that we would learn as we went–practice makes perfect.

    When the shot went through the metal net, I took it out of bounds and I heaved it down the court. But the designated receiver was too busy celebrating his opponent’s shot. The ball sailed over his head out of bounds.

    Was this a lesson in cultural relativity?  I was furious. “It’s not a 10 man team! You can take him out for a lager after the game if you want.”

    We split 4 games with these self-applauders. I was appalled. After the game, they invited me for some beers & bryndzové halušky (world-renowned sheep cheese potato dumplings). I thought what the heck, if you can’t beat ’em, you may as well join ’em.

    A Dollar and a Dream in the South Bronx: Coming up in the Boxing Mecca (Part VII.)

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    With the eternal legend Shawn "Look Mean" Mclean shortly before his tragic, untimely death.
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    My sister and I by 3rd Ave. in front of the old Rat’s Nest, the historic Jerome’s Boxing Gym before city officials condemned it. 

    A Father first, a Boxer Second

    It was one thing for me — as an organizer, mentor, professor, father and fighter — to come of age in the South Bronx but I knew I couldn’t keep raising my son here. There were too many close calls. When Ernesto was nine years old I was training at St. Mary’s Park with Golden Gloves Champ Vennie or Little Venezuela.  This is his nickname because his brother was Venezuela. (Many fighters are named after their country of origin.)  Venezuela was undefeated and on track for a big career before he was stabbed to death over a misunderstanding over a girl on Wales Ave. and 151st St.

    Vennie and I were doing sprints and pad work one fall afternoon. Ernesto was riding his bike around the park, trying to be a child. Some mean-spirited, 13-year-old knuckleheads came out of nowhere like a wolf pack and pushed my son off his bike and stole it. Ernesto ran to tell me what happened. The three of us pursued the local outlaws.  Ernesto and I were too slow but Vennie was off to the races. We chased them through the Moore projects — base of the “Murda Moore Gangsters” — and across Jackson Ave where the kids hid in a 99 Cent store. The security came out and looked at us like we were the aggressors, immediately calling the police. All I wanted to do was catch up to the young rascals and talk to them face to face about bullying and teach them a little lesson. Now, with the police involved — with all of their hubris, bluster and brutality — I knew it was going to get ugly. We left the scene as quickly as possible.

    A few months later I signed Ernesto up for Little League. The prototypical dream of every father in America is to see his son learning how to catch fly balls and swing a bat. The coaches set up the first week of practice, collected our money and then they dipped and disappeared. $200 later my son was deprived of the opportunity to play on a team and learn the game of baseball.

    A few weeks later “Chichi” — Ernesto’s nickname when he was younger — was walking home from PS 161 on Tinton Ave. He was in 5th grade. An altercation led to a shoot-out in front of the same 99 Cent store. Ernesto had to take refuge in the bodega on the corner.  This was too close for comfort. The oppression on these corners weighs too heavy on our children. It was time to get my son out of there.

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    These were two boxing crews I trained on 149th and St. Ann’s.

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    Teach the Children the Truth

    Society labels our children hyperactive, bipolar, ADD, autistic & depressed. They say they have split personalities & learning disabilities, alongside a host of other diagnosis. Every day they are disciplined, stripped of recess, discouraged, suspended and overmedicated.

    Now that I am semi-retired, I use boxing training with the youth to open up deeper conversations. Our messaging to our young people should by crystal clear: there is nothing wrong with you. You are none of these labels. You are oppressed. You are born into a Kingdom of Oppression. You are robbed of fresh air, stuck with asthma, deprived of a backyard and space. A dysfunctional society breeds dysfunctional families. You are not the failure; society has failed you.

    What do we expect from children robbed of a childhood?  None of this is natural. Tell the children the truth. This is not living.

    I moved away from 149th st. with my 12-year-old. He deserved better. He deserved a childhood. He deserved some nature in his life. When he was 7, I brought him to New Jersey. He saw a caterpillar for the first time. He thought it was the wildest thing he had ever seen. All of our children deserve so much more.

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    Training in South Central, Los Angeles. Young people: Keep fighting to be you and to break out of this giant mousetrap they call the hood! It is right to rebel! A boundless future awaits us but we have to fight for it.

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    This is Boxe Autônomo in Sao Paulo, Brazil. The community took over an abandoned building and turned it into a boxing gym with some great young talent. Notice the anti-fascist and Movement of the Landless flags in the background.

    I have a condition called Boxing Wanderlust. I love rolling up in Detroit, Denver, Miami, Cartagena, San Juan, Belfast, Manilla and beyond to check out the boxing scene. It’s good to get away from NYC mid-January and train for a few weeks on the beaches of the Caribbean — the perfect contrast. As I grew spiritually and intellectually it was natural to drift away from the hurt business to the healing world. To excel in boxing, you have to master a certain amount of brutality.

     

    No One is Free until We are all Free

    I had just enough support and social mobility to get out of the hood: a mother who persevered to become a social worker, a decent enough sources of income and the privilege of being a white man in America. I had just enough in my corner to tuck my son under my wings and fly him out of this Kingdom of Oppression. How many parents are not so fortunate and are trapped?

    2 years ago we packed it up and moved to South Yonkers. We’re still in a working-class community but it’s not 10455. There are trees. There are streets where you can ride a bike. My son plays Left Tackle for the Yonkers Knights football team. He got on base for the first time yesterday for the local baseball team. 2-years-ago this didn’t seem possible.  Tears surface in my eyes just to see him coming of age with healthy role models and teammates. Why aren’t all of our children entitled to these opportunities? My lifestyle has not changed but I sleep in calmer quarters. I still box and teach boxing in the same gyms that will always have a place in my heart.

    There is so much more to share from our world, the underbelly of New York City. Geographically, we are only a few miles away from 42nd St., Wall Street and the Empire State Building but truthfully we are worlds away. Unless an outsider was going to see the Yankees, why would s/he have any motive to adventure anywhere close to the rat’s nest?

    I hope that my anecdotes about one of America’s great past times — the grittiest and most working class of sports — allows others to enter into a world they would otherwise never penetrate. Know that our children will continue to be consumed by these streets, Rikers Island and the local funeral homes until we uproot this beast from its roots.  Corrections Corporation is one of the leading profiteers on the Stock Exchange and one of the fasting growing companies in America. The trading and warehousing of our children is the $37 billion prison industry. In the words of Eugene Debby, “my goal is not to rise from the working class but to rise with it.”

    Who will interrupt this maddening genocide? We will. Anything less than the relentless defense and mobilization of our people, sells our children short.  Every child deserves to come of age in a serene, healthy environment. The very existence of a Hunts Point, Mott Haven and Tremont Ave is a human rights violation unto itself. The intentional construction and maintenance of the ghetto and its attendant segregation, unemployment and poverty is the denial of peace to millions of people throughout this country.  In the words of the immortal James Baldwin: “The only place for the ghetto is out of existence.” In the meantime we’ll be here training, breathing, jogging, healing, organizing, cleansing, puttin’ in work and gettin’ it!  We don’t care who you are, if you’re down to put in work against this segregationist and white supremacist system and get a sweat in, come see us on 1 4 9!

    With former world champ Joshua “the Hitter” Clottey and my boxing travel companion, Jamil Antoine.
    With Arnold, He-Man and family who took care of me in Gambia and here at home.

    A Dollar and a Dream in the South Bronx: Coming up in the Boxing Mecca (Part VI.)

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    Exchanging blows with Shawn “Look Mean” McLean in the Garden.

    Watch your Back

    First and foremost, understand this. If you’re lucky, you might have one or two people in your corner. With the exception of your trainer, no one gives a fuck about you in this world. This is a eat or be eaten world. Everyone is gunning for you. Your best defense is your offense. If you cannot respond when you are under pressure, its lights out. Later for you. Your opponent’s instinct is to maul you. If you don’t come out with the same bad intention, I feel sorry for you.

    I am a big boy.  When I was young I was 6”6’ 250 lbs. Finding sparring was tough because heavyweights are a rarity. Because I was so big, they threw me to the wolves on more than one occasion. One Thursday evening, some trainers at Gleason’s threw me in the ring with Soviet army champion Oleg Maskaev. He shattered my ribs in the first round. He fractured my nose in the second round. For what? How did that help me when I was 20 years old? That was a long shower at Gleason’s gym.

    That is the worst feeling. To be outmatched in basketball is one thing. What is the worst thing that can happen? You get dunked on and get posterized. To be outmatched in boxing could cost you your life.

    One time, I fought a former professional football lineman. The ginormous brawler was 285 lbs. of pressure. His boxing skills were minimal but he was a mammoth Beowulf of a man. Frustrated at all of my movement, he bull-rushed me in the 3rd round. He tossed me through the ropes. My trainer Cotto ran over partially breaking my fall. I hit the ground wondering what sport I had signed up for. Cotto and his assistant pushed me right back in the ring. No one even gave me a few seconds to gather myself. I was back without missing a beat, battling a charging rhinoceros for my life.

    Other trainers will set you up. If they need to pad their fighter’s record or get sparring work, they will sweet talk you to get you in there. “Hey you wanna move with my kid? He hasn’t been around long. Real light.” Dark realities often lurk within this seemingly simple, innocent appeals. They threw me to the slaughter a few times. I got knocked down, got the wind knocked out of me and had to take a knee more than once. And of course, I was on the other end of some of those scenarios. But I never took advantage of someone with less experience. That can have a detrimental impact on a less seasoned fighter’s confidence and career.

    Cutthroat, the boxing world is a microcosm of our society at large. It is a rat race. There are an elite handful of champions and the hordes of dreamers. It is sad to hear young men say they are going to be the next Floyd Mayweathers. If they don’t have a another plan in motion, they are often consumed by the streets. You may win the rat race but you will still be a rat.

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    After a hard-fought victory in the Bronx.

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    On a Mission

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    This is after running 13 miles in mid-January. I am not sure if it was my sweat or my tears that turned into the icicles that adorn my face.  When you are feeling that boxer’s high, there is no looking back. It’s like you are gliding.  Effortless, with booming bass from Tupac or Brazilian favela funk bumping in my ears, I am soaring. It is a natural high; I don’t want to come down. When the run is over, it is back to reality.

    The concrete is addictive. There is a certain feel when it is below freezing and another when the asphalt is scorching hot. I am not a fan of the winter. Overall I find it difficult to enjoy. But I have never run more than in the winter. There is something special and pristine about battling 12 degree tundra with four layers of clothing on. There is a certain purity when you put on a weighted vest to run in the cold! Then again, there is a certain purity when the sun is ablaze at midday and you are doing sprints across the track and you can see the heat rising off of the scorching red-hot rubber surface. The extremes! Boxing is indeed a sport of extremes.

    6 a.m. Time to get it!  My feet make love to the leaves, my will makes the concrete bleed.

    I once ran 50 mornings in a row.  I had another streak of 35 straight mornings. Many other fighters and athletes were paragons of discipline for us to emulate.

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    This was the trail of tears. I broke up with my girlfriend that day. The Bronx Community College security barred me from going into to train because of the ice. I told the security they could tackle me or call the NYPD to arrest me but I needed to run. I was searching for my sanity out on that track. I ran 40 laps listening to Pink Floyd’s “I wish you were here” over and over. Coming from a family ravaged by drugs, alcoholism, violence and prison, boxing is one way I learned to deal with pain.

    The concrete brings with it a host of problems as well. There is nothing natural about running over such ungenerous terrain. Overtime it breaks down your hips, knees and lower back. I now integrate more biking, swimming and yoga but I’ve yet to find the same high.

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    I was always a Heavyweight fighter.  I fought in MSG at 6”6’ 240 lbs. My discipline and study of Life Foods nutrition allowed me to come down to Cruiser Weight. This was the first time I was under 200 lbs. since I was 13 years old. It was hard work and pure discipline to get there! For 6 weeks, I ran and boxed every day. I was 90% pure Life Foods Liquidarian to make this happen. People told me I was crazy. I did not disagree.

    Trifectas

    I am all about pushing limits. Sometimes my training partners and I shoot for what we call trifectas: a run upon waking up, a boxing session in the afternoon and a yoga class at night. We call that a day’s work. You will sleep well after that routine. The fellas joke that it is a Superfecta if they get lucky at night after completing the Trifecta.

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    This is the legendary, one-and-only Cano. No one ever gave me more pad work than Cano. The Puerto Rican trainer loved boxing as much as he loved his family, homeland and children.

    I hear a lot about fighters refraining from sex when they are training. Not our guys. This is not the type of crew that would turn down some passionate moments with destiny. It was alleged that opposing camp once unleashed a series of fire-hot young women in the build up to the Golden Glove Finals in Kansas City to ensnare some of the top Bronx fighters. The idea was that if you could lure them into releasing some of that built-up protein and strength, their knees would buckle much earlier in the fight.  Big Horace and Rob laughed it off saying their tactic didn’t work and the adventure only increased their voracious appetite for destruction. They won the national Golden Gloves Championships in Missouri. They elevated their golden chains high for everyone to see, sending a message that these savvy tricks would never curb their appetite for victory.

    Working Class Heroes

    We had to work jobs and hustle hustles just to survive. Dominicans have a slang term, “josiar,” which is a mispronunciation or adaptation of the word “hustle.” Josiando was never a choice, it was a necessity. Boxing was but one of those jobs. The famous pro fighters make enough money to dedicate themselves 100 percent to the craft. 99.9 percent of us are not so fortunate. I worked dozens of different jobs before and after our boxing workouts. Getting to the gym on Jerome or Castle Hill often felt like another job. I always returned to a slogan that never failed me: “Walk in a broken man, leave a champion.” 

    This is me in 2000, working at Columbia University’s John Jay Cafeteria. This was the best job because after serving food, washing dishes and cleaning up for thousands of students, I could “liberate” plentiful servings of food.

    A Dollar and a Dream in the South Bronx: Coming up in the Boxing Mecca (Part V.)

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    Going to battle in 2012 with a titan of an opponent in Dorchester, Massachusetts.
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    The Toughest Opponent: The Everyday Routine

    Staying self-motivated no matter what is happening around you is never easy.  If it were not for boxing and the mentorship I received, where would I have landed?  I come from a family crippled and torn apart by drugs, sexual violence, trauma and prison.  I never suffered consequences that were too grave for my mistakes.  I was lucky because things could have gone differently when I erupted and turned my anger the wrong way.  I live by this slogan I coined one day in the gym, as my body moved through the monotony even though my mind was far away:

    To Enter a Broken Man 

    To Walk out a Champion!

    My mentality is: No matter how tired I am, I have to get in there.  Like a machine, I go through my routine.  This is bound to make the daily burdens a bit lighter.  It is like any work; you don’t think about it.  You just do it.

    We all deal with disappointment, depression and the doldrums of the everyday survival routine differently.  For many people in my family, they tried to avoid reality  by smoking marijuana or drinking alcohol.  Boxing was my pain pill.

    There were times boxing weighed on me too.  It’s repetitive.  It’s the same small scene in the gym.  Many boxers are one-dimensional.  My jaw was sore from getting hit.  It hurt to chew so I had to blend my food.  The sun was out and I would not want to go to the dank, dingy, windowless dungeon.

    When some big fights didn’t go my way, I felt my wanderlust kick in.  I wanted to leave the contained boxing world behind to explore the infinite majesty of the world.  After losing a Golden Gloves Finals fight by decision, I bought a ticket to Brazil with no return date.

    The Death Trap

    I bought a 2007 Dodge Intrepid but within a month it was stolen off of Burnside Ave.  I was forced to buy an old hooptie for $800.  I got a 1997 black Geo-tracker jeep. I drove it for months with no insurance. Some of the crew nicknamed it “the death trap” because if I hit a pothole, it jumped from one lane to another and then back into the original lane.

    I asked one of the fighters, Muggaboy if I could leave “the death trap” with him because I was leaving the country to train in Guyana.  Muggaboy and I trained together for years.  Muggaboy was the coolest, friendliest, most down to earth person in the world.  Always smiling and always inspiring, Muggaboy did not have a mean bone in his body.  One night, after a gym session, we crossed the Triboro Bridge to go for a run on Far Rockaway beach and then to a Brazilian buffet.  Living no more than five miles from the beach, he told me he has never walked on sand before.  He kept his socks on at the beach as we jogged through the sand and shallow water.  Muggaboy was born hustling.  Peddling narcotics and boxing was all he knew.    His mother was mentally ill and never received any help.  He learned to fend for himself.  Feeling the momentum of the borough-to-borough tour we had embarked upon, I took him to East New York and Brownsville. He had never been to Brooklyn.

    I left for Guyana a few days later.  I told Muggaboy not to use the car to hustle.  The days before I left Rio de Janeiro to come back to the U.S., I called him to make sure he could pick me up at JFK airport.  He didn’t pick up my calls.  When I land in the U.S., I saw he had left me a message on Facebook.  He was locked up.  He told me to reach out to Original G Boss or Gunz Smack to get the keys for “the death trap.”  I was cracking up wondering about the fate of my old jalopy in the hands of two gentlemen with names like Original G Boss and Gunz Smack.

    I stared at the phone whimsically.  I wondered who I should dial first.  I elected the latter.  Hello “Ah Gunz, I mean Smack ah, I’m Muggaboy’s friend.  I box with him.  He was using my car…”  I ascended to the 18th floor of Patterson projects and met Gunz Smack to retrieve my keys.  I ask Gunz when Muggaboy would be off of Riker’s Island.  He said it was not looking good.  Another young man abducted from a society that never believed in him to begin with.  Part of me wanted to go right back to Guyana and escape the ghetto trap.

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    Black Nationalism

    How did race dynamics play out in the fight game?  I was often the only “white” fighter in the gym.  Since I spoke Spanish fluently and was trained by Cubans and Puerto Ricans, many boxers called me “Cuba,” assuming I was Latino.  A trainer named 360 (for 360 Degrees) argued with the other trainers that I was Puerto Rican.  When I shook my head, indicating that I was not, he said: “You speak that Spanish shit so you may as well be.”  I let 360 have the last word on the topic.

    One day I dj’ed, playing a captivating mix of reggaeton, salsa and rap, trying to appease the entire gym.  I dared to play this one Irish rebel song.  360 Degrees and Knowledge two trainers who had done time in jail and joined the Five Percenters who baptized them with new names objected and shouted out: “What the fuck is this hillbilly shit?”  I smiled.  I thought this was a “teachable moment,” an opportunity to build with 360 and Knowledge.  I asked them if they ever heard of Bobby Sands and the Irish freedom struggle?  360 Degrees said “the what? Man turn that red neck shit off.”  I gave up for the moment, shelving my multinational unity plea for another day.  I put Meek Mill back on.

    One night, as I shadow boxed, a debate raged between the Black Nationalist trainers and the trainers who were more moderate Obama-admirers.  They were fiercely debating whether George Jackson and other Black Panthers should be read, studied and admired today.  I overheard the fiery polemic and smiled under my raised, wrapped hands.  They knew me for years and knew that I taught at the City University of New York.  “Hey yo professor” one of the moderates, Johnson yells out, “what do you think of George Jackson?  I never even heard of that motherfucker and these fools are saying he is all important.”  All eyes were on me.  Leaning over the ropes from my pulpit up in the ring I responded: “George Jackson and his younger brother Jonathan and all the Panthers for that matter represented a generation of Black leadership who refused to negotiate the terms of Black oppression.   They represent the fiercest, most poignant sons and daughters not just of the Black nation but of all oppressed peoples.  Jackson’s work Soledad Brother and Blood in My Eye are some of the most eloquent testimonies of those men and women who stood up to white supremacy.  We should all study them.”  There was silence as I returned to my routine.  Knowledge broke the silence, high-fiving 360, “I told you, you uncle Tom motherfuckers!  Even that white boy knows better than you.”

    The Sauna Brawl

    A fellow Irish man, Paddy and I finished up training.  We went to a LA fitness gym where there is a sauna.  It was a welcome break from the boxing dungeon.  After some weights and swimming, we walked into the sauna.  There was a crew of five young Black athletes spread out in the sauna.  They had jeans, tank tops, timberlands and do-rags on.    It was 170 degrees.  As soon as we entered, one diesel (strong) individual jumped up into Paddy’s face saying “Oh you want some of this homie?”  The others looked at me and said “Yo that’s the guy that Uno Stay Paid fought.”  I pondered whether this was a good or bad thing because I whopped that out-of-shape dude’s ass.  He was done after the second round.  Paramedics stayed with him for over an hour after the fight to help him breathe again.  He was a one punch wonder type fighter.  All I had to do was dance and I knew he would fall on his own accord.  Everything was transpiring so quickly.  We were all locked up chest to chest.  We were outnumbered but in better shape.  Were we about to go to war in this, the most relaxing of places?

    Ricochet Ray played down the situation: “Haha Fellas we recognize y’all from 149.  We are just messing with you.  I’m Cokeboy Miller’s cousin. What’s good brother?”  They were playing a prank on us.  We saluted one another and everyone took their seat around the hot rocks.  They said they had mistaken my man for another fighter who had supposedly hit their man G-Rilla Thrilla with some dirty shots way back when.  And here we thought that saunas eased the tensions.

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    My son Ernesto, Mr. Joe Wilson —a stand-up Assistant Principal from Gompers High School who helped me run a boxing program— and a group of my boxing students at Madison Square Garden.

    A Tourist Never, an Internationalist Always 

    I reject the word tourism. I have been travelling the world since my mother and I first took a road trip into Nogales, Mexico when I was 15. I never identified with tourists who are looking for beaches, rum and partying. That was not what I was after. Tourism under imperialism is synonymous with exploitation and inequality. Cities like Puerto Plata in the Dominican Republic, Rio de Janeiro in Brazil and Singapore, a city-state, depend on tourism for survival. But foreign capital and the local elites own the hotels, restaurants and tourist traps. How does this benefit the locals? Everyday people only get crumbs from the tourist economy. Those in power promote tourism because they are the ones who cash in on the international division of humanity into immigrants and tourists, the “First World” and “Third World.” 

    We fight for a world where everyone can travel freely and passports and visas are not the exclusive domain of the rich. 

    In the 88 countries I have visited, I never stayed at resorts. I never did fancy things separated from the simple people of Esmeraldas, Ecuador, Guinea Bissau and Denpasar, Indonesia. I stayed with friends and their families. I ate, worked and learned from organic contacts. This is the essence of ethnography. I have formal academic training but everything I learned about building with people was organic. No Ivy League institution could ever teach class instincts. Columbia never made me an ethnographer; Colombia did. My time in Santa Marta, Cartagena and the palenques (escaped slave communities) of Barranquilla on the Colombian Caribbean coast was unforgettable.  

    This to me is the essence of Boxing Internationalism. 

    A boxer recognizes a boxer anywhere. I did not always speak the same language as boxers in Albania, Senegal or Thailand but we still worked out together and had mutual respect because of our love for the craft. There are so many memories and beautiful people who took me into their world to experience their reality and visit their families. 

    One January day in Dakar, Senegal, Jamil Antoine ran a marathon in between boxing. Yes, Jamil ran 13 miles with me in the morning to workout on the coast with some Senegalese olympic hopefuls. I had to travel in the afternoon to Banjul, Gambia. Jamil decided to run another 13 miles in my absence. I marvel at the athletes who I have met and who have inspired me all these decades. 

    This is the Teuta Boxing Club in Dorres, Albania where I got some good work in. Albanians are some of the toughest fighters and people you will meet in the Bronx and across the world. When I was locked up once, Albanians were the only other non-black and Latinos in the cell. No one ever messed with them. 

    A Social Portrait of Neocolonialism: Guyana, 35 Years after the Assassination of Walter Rodney

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    (Throughout the article, caution has been taken to change individuals’ identities. Using real names could lead to the dismissal and blacklisting of innocent people.)

    Today, June 13th marks the 35 anniversary of the assassination of Dr. Walter Rodney, a Guyanese, Pan-African & worker’s leader. Last month Guyana elected a new president, 69-year-old retired Army General David Granger. After 23 years of rule by the corrupt People’s Progressive Party, there is a feeling of youthful euphoria across the country. There are those who project the view that the ascent of the Partnership for National Unity-Alliance for Change Coalition represents a break with a post-colonial past of sycophantism, racial division and sharpening social contradictions. This pamphlet will explore whether this hope is justified by returning to the ideas of Dr. Rodney. Three decades ago, Rodney posed questions that are more pressing than ever after this “electoral victory:” Does Guyana need a mere cosmetic change of presidents and ruling parties or a complete overhaul of the existing political and economic system that is in place?

    Inspired by a recent trip to Georgetown to train in the boxing camp of former world champion — the late Andrew “6 Heads” Lewis — & motivated by my Guyanese and Caribbean students at York College in Jamaica, Queens, I wanted to reflect on the unfinished Guyanese liberation struggle.

    The objectives of this pamphlet are twofold: to introduce an international audience to Guyana’s historic and ongoing battle for self-determination and to sum up my observations for the progressive national forces in order to popularize ideas absent from the mainstream dialogue around the recent elections. I present the following ethnographic and political observations based on my time in Guyana and two plus decades of experience in different, converging fights for human and socio-economic rights across the Caribbean, Latin America, the U.S. and beyond.

    Guyana’s fight is not an isolated national liberation struggle but rather one that plays out in the international arena of class struggle. There is a dialectical relationship between the sharpening internal and external contradictions in Guyana and around the world. A victory for the exploited classes anywhere in the world is a victory for the humble forces of every nation. From the perspective of the writer — positioned in the heart of the empire — the greatest act of solidarity with the valiant daughters and sons of Cuffy, Walter Rodney, Jane Phillips-Gay, the early Cheddi Jagan and so many other patriots is to weaken and defeat imperialism from within so that its tentacles are cut off and oppressed nations can at last breathe and prosper on their own terms.

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    Unlearning in order to Learn

    Guyana is a forgotten nation of the Caribbean; a land of some 750,000 people; a blend of East Indian, African, Amerindian and European cultures. It is the largest country in the Caribbean region almost twice over with 214,970 square kilometers of land; larger than the rest of English-speaking West Indies put together. Rich with bauxite, manganese, diamonds, gold, timber, sugar and rice, Guyana has abundant natural resources and is home to a vast stretch of the Amazonian rain forest. Through the end of 2018, Exxon-Mobile continues to announce the discovery new oil deposits, including one of their latest grabs, 295 feet (90 meters) of high-quality oil reservoirs 120 miles off the coast of Guyana.

    How then is such a rich country the second poorest in the Western Hemisphere with a yearly per capita income of only $3,596? This is the principle contradiction plaguing Guyana today and from which all other secondary contradictions flow.

    While this is not an attempt at an exhaustive history of Guyana, it is vital to set the stage for how Guyanese society has arrived at where it is today.

    History is the contested territory of the conquerors and the conquered. The conquerors of Guyana at this point in the historical timeline have a monopoly over colonial and post-colonial history and recount it in a self-serving way. Without a historical foundation it would be impossible to understand where Guyana stands in the world and easy to fall into the pity/charity model projected by the powers that be.

    How the British Underdeveloped Guyana

    When the Dutch first invaded the northeastern coast of “South America,” the land was populated by different native peoples. The Arawaks, Caribs and Tainos defied Dutch and later British designs to enslave them. They fought back, with many fleeing into the interior hinterland away from the coastal colonial settlements to live to fight another day. The colonizers turned to Africa for their labor-force abducting tens of thousands of Africans into chattel bondage.

    Positioned six feet below sea level, Guyana’s coast was not ideal terrain for a plantation society. Rebellions proliferated as the slaves were forced to clear away colossal tracts of swamp to pave the way for sugar cane plantations. The British — at this point in full control of the colony, having thwarted their colonial rivals — found themselves unable to control the Black populations in Guyana, Barbados, Jamaica and beyond. Unable to secure a stable mode of production, the British Empire — under the fig leaf of a moral crusade against chattel slavery — looked to their largest colony thousands of miles across the sea, India and “reinvented slavery” for a third time. Taking advantage of the historic immiseration of India — to which they were the chief contributors — British colonial overlords coerced tens of thousands of Indians to take the trek to the new world as indentured servants. [1]

    British land barons enslaved the Indians, using them as a massive strike-breaking force, displacing the African labor force from their position of leverage as the main producers of wealth. Without extending this introduction unnecessarily, it is sufficient to say that these two mass abductions laid the base for the unique historical formation known first to the world as British Guiana and then later Guyana.[2] The greatest fear of the colonial power structure was the unity of these two nationalities. In 2017, the neo-colonial elites remain fearful of the unity  of the African and Indian Guyanese people. The potential for the united political coordination of the nation’s producing class and their upsurge against the usurpers of their wealth is indeed their greatest fear.

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    The Global Class Struggle

    Six years before Cuba rebelled against foreign domination in 1959, Guyana had its own revolt, the first of its kind in the Western Hemisphere in the Cold War era.

    The Cold War is a misnomer for what was a Global Class Conflict that played out from 1949 to 1989. Across the world, the principle battlefields were Latin America, the Middle East, Africa and Asia. In the aftermath of WWII — with the support of the Soviet Union, the Socialist Block and China — oppressed nations across the Global South stood up to colonialism, actively turning on centuries of foreign-directed impoverishment. The United States government and their junior partners had other ideas and acted wherever they could to ensure that the newly “independent” colonized countries “stayed in their place” and continued to play their role in the international economic system as providers of cheap natural resources and cheap labor. This involved outright assassination of anti-imperialist leaders like Patrice Lumumba and Amilcar Cabral, proxy wars fought against Nicaragua, Angola, Mozambique and beyond and outright invasions and occupations as in the case of Socialist Korea (1950-3), the Dominican Republic (1965) and Vietnam (1962-1975). These are merely a few prominent examples of nations that imperialism whipped back into their place because they stood up for their self-determination.

    A more thorough examination of these third world liberation struggles reveals a death toll in the range of 23,000,000 when we calculate all of those who valiantly fought to overturn centuries of humiliation.[3] Guyana was but one battleground where the workers of the world offered their most courageous and eloquent daughters and sons to the global liberation struggle.

    The Ascent of Cheddi Jagan

    While still maintaining the ultimate say in all things Guyanese, the British allowed “free elections” in 1953. The People’s Progressive Parties (PPP), led by dentist Cheddi Jagan and lawyer Forbes Burnham, won 75% of the seats in parliament and set out to begin to reverse centuries of political, economic and cultural underdevelopment.

    After only 177 days of PPP governance, the British carried out “Operation Windsor,” invading Guyana and making sure nothing was uprooted from its proper place. Guyana’s experience portended the occupations Haiti endured in 1991 and now endures since 2004 under the control of thousands of invading US and UN troops (a “humanitarian” cover for the US). The Lavalas party played a similar role to the PPP in attempting to spearhead a national effort to challenge class relations as they existed.

    Basdeo Mangru’s Indians in Guyana charts the rise of Cheddi Jagan as a fearless spokesperson for the Indian sugar workers of the Berbice region of Guyana. The 1948 Enmore massacre of  Indian sugarcane plantation workers became a rallying point for the fledgling movement. Jagan along with other Indian and African leaders formed the original People’s Progressive Party (PPP) which would soon emerge as a paragon of working class unity, cutting across ethnic differences. The PPP was an example of a visionary, self-sacrificing leadership grounded in the everyday realities and struggles of Guyana’s producing classes. For a further consideration of the lessons the early PPP left us, see Kimani S. Nehusi’s essay “The Development of Political Organization up to 1953” and Walter Rodney Speaks.

    Despite the efforts to thwart PPP leadership, the party continued to grow and again won the presidency in 1957 and 1961. Cheddi Jagan’s autobiography The West on Trial captures the solidification of the PPP as a unifying anti-exploitation leadership and the challenges that this endeavor brought with it. Jagan details what those both hopeful and cruel days looked like in the early 1960’s, from the perspective of an embryonic government attempting to break out of the Western sphere of influence.  British and US intelligence worked with their old partners to foment dissent, strikes, and mobs to attack the new liberation project. Because Jagan was Indian the media and the M15 — British intelligence — tapped into the ancient racial powder keg and organized mobs of disenfranchised Africans to attack random Indians and government supporters.

    Writer GHK Lall has written two books Sitting on a Racial Volcano and A National Cesspool of Greed, Duplicity and Corruption which document this tried-and-true strategy of racialism that government elites resorted to in order to break the unity of Indian and Afro-Guyanese peoples. Whipping up hysteria, they warned that Jagan represented a threat to the security of Afro-Guyanese interests. In a series of dynamite attacks prodded on by foreign intelligence agencies, the mobs tried to kill the people’s unifier himself. The race riots left 170 dead. Duped and manipulated, the African working-class lined up on the wrong side of the class barricades.

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    A Blueprint for Imperialist Intervention

    The old colonial powers simultaneously unleashed an economic war against Guyana sending a clear message that life under a forward-thinking PPP administration would be intolerable for everyday people. In Venezuela today, this economic war comes in the form of scarcity, devaluation of the Bolivar and isolation. The imperial strategy is to make life unlivable and foster dissent from within. The 1980 Mariel boat exodus and subsequent economic migrations from Cuba were the results of this same blockading and squeezing strategy. This is all well-documented now and FOIA requests have laid bare thousands of pages of State Department memorandums outlining the execution of such plans on nations who dare to be self-determining.

    There is a very important lesson that we can draw from the West’s destabilization campaigns against Guyana in the 1960’s. U.S. intelligence will work with and through any forces — even those that are seemingly progressive (the Kurds, indigenous nations in Ecuador or Bolivia, etc.)— to make life ungovernable for a left-wing government that they cannot control. In Poland, the Reaganites used the Solidarity trade union movement in the 1980’s. In the cases of El Salvador and Mozambique, the U.S. financed murderous death squads — which they presented to the world as freedom fighters — to stamp out any seeds of hope in these burgeoning worker’s states. In Cuba, most recently they sought to enroll Rastafaris and the hip hop movement in a new anti-government protest movement. The forces of reaction will not hesitate to form unconventional temporary alliances aimed at the long-term crippling of nationalist leadership and workers’ states.

    Those claiming to be socialists should keep these decades-old tactics in mind today after the same imperial forces overthrew the Libyan state and seek to do the same in Syria.  Before this record of Western meddling, Jagan concluded that the West was not merely on trial but was guilty of ensuring that Guyana remained a deeply stratified and exploitable neo-colony. The exploiter nations continued to be what they have always been in the words of the Dr. of History Walter Rodney, “one armed bandits” that took took took and left nothing to benefit Guyana.

    The Paramountcy of the Nation’s Sell-Outs

    In Guyana, British and U.S. imperialism acted to maintain their interests through a proxy government in the form of the People’s National Congress (PNC). Framed as the party that represented African interests, the PNC ruled with an iron fist from 1964 to 1980. The PNC “nationalized” the major means of production not for the benefit of everyday people but rather for the benefit of a small clique and their foreign backers.  Nationalism in name was theft in deed. Jagan’s former comrade, the Afro-Guyanese politician Forbes Burnham, became imperialism’s man on the ground in Guyana. While the Burnham and the PNC postured as the representatives of the most oppressed strata of the population, in actuality they ruled with violence, patronage and corruption in collaboration with the multinationals, the IMF and the World Bank. Throughout this bloody period, official U.S. government correspondence concerning Guyana always maintained that “the rule of law flourished” (Dr. Odeen Ishmael, “The Walter Rodney Files”). The forces of reaction didn’t care about the color of the skin of Guyana’s governing class as long as they managed national affairs to benefit U.S. interests. The elites had a level of class-consciousness and a degree of unity that their rival class aspires to one day achieve.

    Dr. Walter Rodney — Pan-Africanist and Marxist scholar and leader of the Working People’s Alliance — called 1979 the “Year of the Turn,” vowing to seize power from the lackey Burnham. The WPA — working in collaboration with the PPP and other nationalist forces — exposed the hypocrisy of the PNC. Those who claimed to defend African interests had done very little to ameliorate African suffering. In the words of Jagan:

    “We don’t describe this government as a Black government. We say it’s got a duel tendency — that is in relation to other races it is Black, but at the same time it’s anti-working class, and the majority of the Blacks are working people therefore it’s against Black people.”

    The WPA illustrated that nationalism failed to solve the colonial problem. The former colonialists were sophisticated enough to rule through Black junior partners giving them a certain amount of power as long as they maintained business as usual. From the WPA’s perspective, what was needed then was a complete overthrow of the neo-colonial state and a transformation of property relations.

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    This is what made the African Rodney such a formidable challenge to the Burnham tyranny. Because of his integrity, reputation and leadership, Rodney cut across ethnic divisions. How could Burnham resort to tribalism if his chief adversary was also an African? He had no choice but to resort to naked repression. The Burnham state repressed trade union activity, organizing efforts in the sugar cane industry and any critic of its policies. Scholar Clive Thomas documented the “fascistisazation of the state” in an article entitled “State Capitalism in Guyana.” According to Thomas, 1 out of every 35 citizens was enrolled in a spy or security agency to repress dissent before it could spread. The state raided WPA meetings, beating up and intimidating its members. On June 13th 1980, a military agent assassinated Rodney. They rounded up, incarcerated or exiled rest of the WPA’s leadership. In the words of Bajan poet George Lamming, “Guyana had become a land of horrors.”

    Who is to Blame?

    This concise survey of foreign meddling in Guyanese affairs is especially important for the nationalist youth of Guyana. It is impossible to understand what Guyana has become without understanding the centuries-long underdevelopment of the productive forces of the country.

    At a gathering with youth leaders in Georgetown this winter, I was confronted by a deep-felt pessimism about Guyanese people and their potential to organize. The barrage of finger-pointing and self-blame would lead an impressionable participant to conclude that Guyanese people were too brainwashed, lazy and impotent to rise up on their oppression. Intrigued by the portrait of resistance that I presented of the Black Lives Matter Movement and the social upheaval that rocked the U.S. for the past three years, many youth expressed defeatism remarking that Guyana would never see these types of intense social confrontations. An interesting exchange ensued in which I responded to their cynicism assuring them that we too saw before us a sleeping giant that was most difficult to stir into motion. These groundations sought to refocus the blame not on the oppressed but on the oppressor.

    Mired in unemployment, poverty, mud and ideological sewerage, what hopes do the dispossessed have? Overwhelmed at the despair that towers over them, they strike out against those who are closest to them, their own sisters and brothers and themselves.  According to Kaieteur news — one of Georgetown’s most circulated newspapers — Guyana has the highest rate of suicide in the region and is number 15 in the world in terms of homicide rates. But this has nothing to do with any hustling, huckstering or homicidal instincts of the poor and everything to do with a completely hostile economic terrain. People’s attitudes do not create economic realities. Quite the opposite. What is human behavior but a reflection of the social conditions that gave birth to them? There will be no social harmony or healing within Guyana until these larger systemic issues are addressed from the roots up. While my presentation may have given the impression that New York City and the U.S. were on the verge of revolution, as organizers we in fact suffer through the same frustrations and pessimism that they were describing. How important to remember the creative force of the masses, to never lose faith in the people and to harness the only social force capable of breaking the oppression and making history.

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    The Zombification of Society

    Albouystown offers a glimpse into the soul of Guyana. This community has a reputation for crime, gangs and violence. Those who are not from Albouystown do not go to Albouystown. It is the Trenchtown of Guyana only mentioned selectively in the media after the latest harrowing case of rape or murder.

    Dilapidated wooden homes are propped up on perilous stilts to elevate families above the flooding. It is sealed off with a deteriorated cemetery to its north, overflowing moats and hastily constructed wooden bridges to the south and west and the Starbroek market to the East. Crews of unemployed men gather around corners “gaffin,”[4] sharing a drink or a smoke. The scenes of joblessness and idleness were no different than the gullies of Rio de Janeiro, Santo Domingo, Kingston or the South Bronx. Trash was strewn through the streets and was piled up blocking the shoddily-constructed motes used for drainage.  Abandoned to navigate hostile social terrain, the mostly Black sufferahs competed with one another over what measly crumbs the system tossed down to them.[5] This was the product of five centuries of underdevelopment and not of shiftless youth who do not care about their community, as the mainstream daily newspapers drill into us.

    As was customary for many of these brothers, they stayed up all night hanging out listening to reggae and hip-hop while the intoxication took its toll on people’s senses. I made an appearance with the local boxing crew taking in a few Banks, the national beer. Surprised at my presence in his neighborhood, one young man dressed like a Rasta, was making his rounds and stopped by my side, repeating to me “I is the agency. You not talk them.” He was telling me that if I wanted to arrange something with one of the women who were there, he was the man to talk to and he would charge a reasonable sum to hire out a woman for me. I calmly rejected his offer a handful of times but he was persistent.

    The next character to enter onto the scene was Akeem, a self-described street fighter of 1000+ victories. A large man, stocky and built, he weighed in at a solid 250 lbs. The hair emanating out of his nose and ears told me he was in his late 50’s but his physique told another story. He entertained himself yelling vile phrases at the young women grinding on top of one another. He was cruising for a bruising or perhaps cruising to dish out a bruising. He moved in on one girl then another alternating between unsolicited grinds and gropes. A young woman Tandy acted as a spokeswoman for the group and got into his face telling him to “leave them the f*^$ alone.” The clash only emboldened him. It was what Akeem was looking for. He cursed her out until the confrontation escalated and he was face to face with four of five women. He ripped off his shirt and threw a flurry of punches into the air, a few feet from the women, with the hand speed of a man twice as young. Akeem was ignored for long enough that he disappeared back into the night. The same aspiring pimp made another round narrating the scene: “Dem old men……….dem freeeeesh.” His timing and succinct sayings made it seem like he was the timeless ephemeral sage of Albouystown.

    The hours passed, the hustlers came and went and the beers vanished into thin air. As I looked out over the winin’ multitudes, I asked myself: how many potentially-free spirits were hemmed in, unable to roam a land so immense?[6]

    The night offered myriad forms of escape from social reality but the light soon again exposed the pain before us. Why was so much beautiful human potential stuffed into pockets of doom bound for self-conflagration? It must have appeared that I was bored with the scene before me and falling asleep because the night’s narrator made a final round giving me a whack on the back, “Why ya slumbering?”  He pointed up at the mighty sky “The sun come up…….…zooombies! 

    Divided and Conquered

    I arrived in Guyana with my own glorified assumptions. I never thought a poor person would hold up Forbes Burnham as a hero, someone I considered a pawn on the global chessboard. Imagine my surprise to hear Afro-Guyanese slum communities lionize him as their defender in recent history. I debated with “6 Heads” Lewis himself and his entourage at the “Forgotten Youth” Boxing Club. I stated what I thought was common knowledge, what any anti-imperialist knows to be true, that the former dictator Burnham was nothing more than a puppet of the U.S.’s interests in this region of the world. They were shocked that I introduced this view. They laughed at me. They asked me if I had ever heard of “Apaan Jhat.” This Hindi phrase is a recycled colonial stereotype that East Indians only look out for themselves and “put their race first.” I asked if they had ever heard of U.S. based theft machines called multinationals? The boxers, trainers and observers began to call over their colleagues and asked me to repeat my statements.

    Angry at their condition, there was a deep distrust of Indians who were presented as overly-ambitious and avaricious. When I heard the derisive comments directed towards fellow Guyanese I asked about the true puppet-masters — white, Black, Indian or otherwise — who presided over the circus of self-hatred? My interventions resonated with some of the brothers but others were too busy surviving to care. What mattered most was tomorrow’s rice and dhal.[7] After a few rounds of banter, I realized I was wasting my time and returned to the punching bags guaranteed of some return on my investment.

    I thought Walter Rodney would be a rallying point for all downtrodden segments of society to reread and revisit in their quest for self-liberation. Many people under 35 didn’t even know who he was. Others remembered him but didn’t see how his life was relevant in anyway today. Others repeated the official government line that he was responsible for his own “misadventure.” They accused him of plotting violence, conflating the everyday violence meted out by the post-colonial state with the right of oppressed people to defend themselves. These were reminders of how thoroughly the oppressors are able to disconnect us from our roots of rebellion. Our enemies are presented to as our protectors and our heroes as irresponsible adventurers or radical terrorists. Under our very noses, history is turned upside down onto its head.

    The “respected” press functions as tabloids to instill fear into the public. Newspaper headlines and front-page photographs captured a horrific murder, rape, burglary or tale of bribery on the part of the opposition or the government. The media has the power to make and break leaders with the publication of a story. Beyond some harmless tales of philanthropic generosity and cricket scores nowhere was there anything uplifting to be found for the would-be mutineer. Face to face with a mutilated image of one’s self and one’s history, young Rodney’s were aborted before it was born. Distorted images line the soul of a society stripped of meaning. The sufferah’s collective self-esteem and faith in one another is so wounded that all that can be heard in the echo-chambers is the call for more prisons, more police and stiffer punishment for criminals. These were all reasons that when I spoke to Guyanese audiences I shifted my focus away from internal affairs. They caused discord whereas international struggles seem to inspire more. They could clearly see the racial and class contradictions in Ferguson, Santo Domingo or New York even if they presently considered their own reality daunting and ultimate victory unlikely.

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    Pradoville: The Other Side of Town

    At a conference, speakers asked journalists and camera-men if they could stop recording so that they might speak anonymously for fear of repercussions for their critical commentary.  Considering the ongoing political repression, I have altered enough details in my writing to ensure that nothing can be traced back to anyone. Any approximations to real people are purely coincidental.

    After providing a brief tour of one pole of Georgetown, let us now enter into Pradoville, the opposite extreme. Here stand gated communities where the most prestigious and powerful of citizens live. Individual mansions cover acre upon acre of land. Why does one family of four need sixteen rooms when so many other families are crowded into rickety hovels? There is meticulous security detail, private gardens, in-ground swimming pools and all the amenities the poor can only get close to in their dreams. An inner-glimpse of this world exposes the lie that Guyana is “poor.”

    A call came in from the ministry of Foreign Trade and International Development that the chief minister was willing to meet with me. I had to first pass their security clearance by providing my name and passport number. The doors that open up when you are a white American professor traveling in the exploited periphery of the world. I have been spoiled in my travels to meet and interrogate leaders from all sides of the political spectrum, absorbing pages of notes and political lessons in the process.

    How this meeting came to be traverses such a web of relationships that it remains confusing to recount. I studied Latin American literature and graduated from the university with a fellow who went on to become a very successful real estate salesman.  He married a Haitian woman from New York. She grew up in the Caribbean capital of the world aka Flatbush, Brooklyn. Her best friend growing up was Guyanese. This Guyanese woman had some childhood friends back home who received me and showed me around. One of the friend’s friends was close to the wife of the aforementioned minister. And this was how I came face to face with Lester Carmichael, one of the most powerful military and economic men in all of Guyana.

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    When I arrived at Paradise Island, an exclusive American restaurant, the Minister was sitting with his entourage, two university professors who were former military attaches and two Guyanese businessmen who had recently retired to their homeland after a lifetime living in Toronto, London and Paris.

    In hours of banter over scotch and appetizers, Carmichael touched upon race relations in the US versus the Caribbean, recent US films, international travel, the military structure of Guyana and a seemingly infinite assortment of other topics. Post-doctoral degrees from Ivy League institutions, a consultant overseeing various international think tanks, one of the top military ranks in the country… this man was beyond accomplished. I went toe-to-toe with him on some themes but retreated back on others.

    Minister Lester Carmichael was holding court. This was his show. He measured who would speak and for how long. He was not going to be challenged. It was as though the very syncopations of our breath occurred on his terms. And I was not going to challenge him. Not tonight anyway. I knew how far I could push and prod. I didn’t want dinner to end prematurely because I didn’t drink to his homophobic jokes. This was an opportunity for patient intelligence-gathering not aggressive political polemics. I could see clearly who he was but he could not put together who I was. His security detail claimed to have performed a background check on me.  I’m glad google was not part of their reconnaissance. Besides he was paying and no matter how over-valued my dollars were, I had no interest in footing any part of the handsome bill.

    His mannerisms, choice of words and world outlook would have made the Duke of Edinburgh proud. Ostensibly a Black man, he had been reared an “Afro-Saxon,” who existed as a necessary cog in the everyday functioning of white supremacy. Here was a soul surrounded by white mirrors, a snapshot of the servile class that was mis-guiding Guyana to continued doom.

    The decorated minister — a potential future candidate for president — sought to make others insecure when they spoke in his presence. He couldn’t be challenged. One of the businessmen became the butt of his jokes. He had been assigned the role of court jester and was ultimately confined to silence by the chief. Finally, just after midnight, he turned to me and asked “So what is it that you are after? What do you want to ask me?” A decent ethnographer always has one hundred questions in his arsenal. I began to unleash them.  I knew he could not give me any of the true answers I was looking for but what he could provide was a reaffirmation of the ruling clique’s worldview. I played his game and began to inquire about the assassination of Walter Rodney.

    He immediately downplayed the importance of Dr. Rodney’s research. How Europe Underdeveloped Africa is a seminal work on the underdevelopment of African societies in order to develop the colonial metropolitan centers from Lisbon to Brussels. Our omniscient chief claimed Rodney’s research was shoddy and discredited. He claimed to have met with Ethiopian economists and historians who exposed Rodney’s slapdash work. When I asked him for specific examples he could provide none. He attacked Rodney’s persona mimicking the line that he was responsible for his own death. Here was a man who quite possibly knew the inside story behind the walkie-talkie bomb that took Rodney’s life but parroted the line that the victim was responsible for his own murder. Strange that a man with such “African pride,” a self-described “Yoruba man” and “descendants of chiefs,” would attack the ultimate martyr of Pan-African empowerment and unity.

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    After dinner he offered me a ride assuming I was staying in the posh Princess Hotel/Casino. He was surprised when I informed him I was staying in Kitty, a majority Black, working-class community. He drove a crimson 2015 Cadillac Escalade that towered over the other vehicles in those narrow streets. As he drove around Georgetown, I continued to pose questions. The minister could not have been more disconnected from everyday Guyanese reality. He explained apologetically that his driver was on vacation so he was driving tonight. Soon, it became clear he had no clue where he was going.

    We arrived at an intersection and he rolled down his tinted windows to ask directions. I was surprised he didn’t ask his built in Siri navigation system. Perhaps since he was not accustomed to driving he didn’t know how to use it. A lone Indian man was staggering around at the stoplight. Lester called him over. A most frightening, dehumanizing image awaited him! It appeared the man had been scalped. The entire top of his head was covered in blood and was oozing a multicolored infection. It was a gruesome sight but our protagonist did not miss a beat. As nonchalant as could be, he simply inquired where the street was that we were looking for. The man staggered into the back window, mumbling and motioning unintelligibly. Before any of us could even wrap our heads around the intensity of the situation, Carmichael rolled the window back up and we were off.

    We crossed a cemetery where there was an intense smell emanating from the corpses. I inquired if the smell had to do with the difficulty of burying bodies six feet deep when the land of Guyana itself was six feet under sea level. He feigned ignorance claiming that he had never noticed the stench before. It was as if any reminder of the desperate state of the city forced the chief to look reality square in its eyes and that was too uncomfortable for him. The nation’s leaders were more in touch with American NFL playoff results and with snowstorms in the U.S.’s Northeast than they were with the realities of their own people. This strong, outwardly bold Black general’s soul had been molded in the furnace of white supremacy. He had learned coming up through the military academy how to play the game of acquiescence. The colonizing mission could not continue without the willful participation of the Afrostocracy. The enemy then comes in white or Black face. Papa Doc Duvalier, Blaise Compaore, Mobutu Sese Seko…there have been an abundance of Black leaders who were white-hearted and served the interests of capitalism.

    Days later I bumped into this same homeless, hopeless man on a corner not too far from the one we had passed. His head was still half-torn off. A local crew on the corner, gathered around a coconut water stand, informed me a dog had bitten the top of his head over a year ago. There had never been any intervention on the part of the state to help this clearly troubled man. The depreciation of his life was a snapshot of the neglect, disconnect and abandonment that characterizes social affairs in Guyana. What a perfect contrast to our prior protagonist, who is a sure future presidential contender and a safe bet to quietly preside over this sad state of affairs.

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    There are few foreigners in Georgetown except for a scattering of missionaries, Peace Corps volunteers and NGO employees. This is a forgotten world. From the perspective of the privileged, “there is nothing to see in GT.” The tourist who passes through Georgetown very rarely leaves the airport or the main hotel en route to the Amazon or Kaieteur Falls, the largest single drop waterfall on earth. Because of the dynamic with the swamps and muddy beach waters and the reputation for being a “violent, backwater third world country,” there was no tourist base.  Unlike Jamaica or the Dominican Republic, there was no culture of hustling foreigners because there were no foreigners to hustle.

    On Old Year’s Night, I stumbled upon two white guys who stood out as much as I must have. They were celebrating in front of Jerry’s, a notorious after-hours spot in the poor neighborhood of South Cummingsburg. Though there was often no running water and nothing but a fan to confront 90 degree plus tropical temperatures, Jerry’s was listed as a 4 star hotel. I took up residence there for one night that I would not soon forget. The music blared out at from 9pm until sunrise puncturing eardrums and affording the guests no sleep.  If I couldn’t sleep through the merriment I decided I would join it. I joined hundreds of people in the streets.  I looked up at the second floor where my room was. In the next room over a small child peered out over the street hiding behind the blinds.

    The two white foreigners made their way toward me amidst the throngs of revelers. I thought they were Dutch or who knows from where. It is always interesting to imagine someone’s story without knowing them. Phil was from Utah and Steve was from Long Island, N.Y. They were American Airline pilots in their late 40’s. They were both half-cocked, slurring their words and smoking everything in sight. I had never been so close to the pilots who keep us safe when we are 40,000 feet aboveground. They carried big bellies and big wallets. They each had two local women in their 20’s grinding on them.  They paid the young women to be their girlfriends when they flew to Guyana. I listened to their stories while sharing my own, all the while wondering if their wives and children back home could ever imagine what they were up to. I was reminded that only a new relationship between the exploiter and exploited nations could one day give birth to a set of new social relations between the world’s people based on mutual respect.

    Before us was the neo liberal zombification of society where people have been deprived of life, the ability to grow and question the world around them. Dignity was a casualty of the free market where free foxes strolled among free chickens. I jotted down some slang words in my pocket notebook, tucked my anger away for the time being and disappeared into the night.

    “Visa!!!”  

    One feels the neglect and corruption omnipresent.

    Drainage is a central issue. The Dutch and later the British built this colony atop a most inhospitable swamp. Slaves first had to clear the land and build up infrastructure on top of mangroves. This was done for quick sugar cane profits so questions of human movement, vehicular traffic and public health were never addressed. The residential segregation reflects this.

    Guyana has among the highest rates of unemployment alcoholism and suicide in the world. Samuel earns US $300 a month for 50 hour weeks of repetitive bar-back work.  He threw up his hands asking me rhetorically “why would I want to stay here? The economy offers us nothing here.”

    The three options for working class Afro- and Indian-Guyanese youth are migrate, hustle or dig out sludge from moats for a few dollars a day. Capitalism permits token numbers to slip through the cracks but the overall economic forecast is bleak with little immediate chance of social revolt. The subconscious message that descends from the summits of society is clear: Swim if you can, swim if you can make it, swim as far from here as you can.

    Just during the years 1970 to 1980 at the height of the Burnham dictatorship more than 90,000 Guyanese citizens left their homeland to try their luck abroad. (Thomas 382) This has included a high percentage of college educated professionals constituting a brain drain that sucks the country dry of many talented people. These are the challenges faced by youthful visionaries and organizers. One activist — himself forced to spend a part of his youth in London — described the journey of Guyanese youth in the following terms (and here I paraphrase because I was so lost in his enthusiasm I could only get down a note at the end of his remarks): “We are like salmon. We hatch and we swim upstream dodging trash, dodging stray police bullets…swimming swimming…dodging thieves in the night, dodging corrupt government officials. And then if we are lucky…Visa!!! If we survive we leap up to grab a visa and get as far away from here as possible.” His message was clear: It is not easy to be a patriot in a country that awards silence and conformity and punishes patriotism.

    A young woman shared her story of being forced to leave for Toronto with her family.  Now having returned home to contribute to her homeland’s development, she stayed in touch with her Canadian friends. She related how when she shared photos or skyped with her friends back in Toronto she marveled at the beautiful landscape in the background. She felt trapped in a Georgetown overrun by flooded ditches, sewerage and streets strewn with trash. While she was half-sarcastic her anecdote revealed some powerful truths. I quoted Rodney challenging who was ultimately responsible for the Guyana’s descent into this hellish situation:

    Sales operations in the United States and management of the fourteen (Unilever) plants are directed from Lever House on New York’s fashionable Park Avenue. You look at this tall, striking, glass-and-steel structure and you wonder how many hours of underpaid black labour and how many thousands of tons of underpriced palm oil, peanuts and cocoa it cost to build it.”

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    “The Future Belongs to those who Prepare for it Today.” –Malcolm X

    I do not want my reflections to be interpreted as overly pessimistic. “The truth is always concrete.”[8] I paint a portrait of that which is so that we can analyze contemporary social phenomena and transform them. Nor do I pretend to be an objective social observer. In a world ablaze, neutrality is cowardice. Academia may have harnessed certain skills such as writing and research but it never gave me the tools to understand and analyze the balance of class forces that today characterize the neo-liberal, post-colonial unipolar world. I had to foster these skills on my own and learn from mentors who would almost never be allowed to teach this way in “respected” academia.

    We cannot imagine a future of healing and growth for Guyana outside of a complete overhaul of the international economic system. Billions of dollars in the form of reparations are due to all countries which have merely passed from an official colonial position to a thinly disguised neo-colonial status. Careful research pinpoints those Dutch, British and American multinationals that have bled Guyana for so long. Alcoa, The World Bank, Reynolds and other major transnationals will one day be forced to pay the piper.  Today, in an unintelligible twist of logic and doublespeak these corporations brag of their human rights records and charitable contributions to poor countries. Their public relations campaigns ring as genuine as those of unapologetic leeches who thank their hosts and unabashedly promise to continue living off of them far into the future.

    The future of Guyana lies in closer cooperation with today’s maroon states — Bolivia, Venezuela, Ecuador, Cuba — and other countries who may not be revolutionary but dare to survive outside of the sphere of US domination.  Russia, Iran, Syria, China and Vietnam among others fall into this category. This is a Pan-Caribbean struggle, a Pan-African struggle, a tri-continental struggle and an international struggle. As this analysis has shown, the overlaps between what occurred in Haiti, Cape Verde, Guyana and the other oppressed nations of the Global South are glaring.

    Rebirth will be painful and will carry with it all the risks and consequences that it ushered in for Guyana in 1953, 1963 and 1979.  But there is no other way forward. The umbilical cord connecting Caribbean states to the west has been infected from day one. We must detonate the illusions: “Education is the key to success.” Whose education?  Whose success? There is no room for more than a few of us at the top. This system is not designed for us. “Pull yourselves up by the bootstraps.”  Unemployment, low wages, ignominious service jobs, fake smiles. This alien system is not of our creation. It is not a question of navigating it but of uprooting it. Is this new president David Granger’s vision? Or does he plan to feed more sand to the desert?

    How can the conscious youth leadership of Guyana return to the ideals and commitment of the Political Affairs Committee, the predecessor to the original PPP (the PPP that spread out across the shanties, villages and hinterland to popularize the ideas of class unity and struggle)? How can Guyanese patriots emulate the work Walter Rodney was doing in Kingston, Dar-es-Salaam, Atlanta, Georgetown and beyond, channeling every manifestation of class discord into a mighty orchestra of rebellion? How can you redirect the focal point of people’s anger away from distractions (ethnic rivalries) towards the source of the contradictions? How can the masses seize the wealth and sharpen the struggle at the point of production, the site of the ultimate antagonism? Both nationalities are essentially at war over crumbs while the true bandits are free to pillage the land.  “Not one blade of grass” serves as a national anthem of sorts promising that “No ain’ givin’ up no mountain, no tree, we ain’ givin up no river. That belongs to we! Not one blue saki, not one rice grain, not one Cuirass, not a blade of grass.”[9]

    In the words of Che: “The present is of struggle. The future is ours.”

    And what a future awaits us!  To see the CEO’s stripped of all of their investments, power and hubris. To see the bribed politicians and their henchmen unseated from the summits of power and locked up in proletarian jails. To see the stock market lose all of its meaning. To see property relations overthrown as we know it. Investments would not hinge on exploitation but on empowerment. There would be fresh reserves of plentiful wealth to be invested in schools, nutrition, daycare, transportation and the fulfilling of all of society’s needs. International solidarity would come from other liberated territories to help train specialists in the scientific know-how necessary to develop the land and resources for the benefit of all. Exiled parents in Toronto and Richmond Hill, Queens would return home to their children. Children — today deprived of their dreams — could begin to tap into their infinite potential.

    At long last Guyana would exist for the development of the Guyanese people.  Only then will the nation’s motto of “one people one nation one destiny” finally ring true.

    [1] “Coolie: How Britain Reinvented Slavery” is a documentary that covers this topic.

    [2]  Fiji and Trinidad share a similar trajectory as the British carried out equally nefarious colonial projects there dividing the two main ethnic groups against one another.

    [3] For more on this topic, watch “Bolivarian Venezuela: People & Struggle of the 4th World War.” Read Noam Chomsky or Sam Marcy.

    [4] Conversing.

    [5] Rasta parlance for the oppressed.

    [6] Winin’ as in sensual Caribbean dance moves.

    [7] A type of peas typical in the Guyanese kitchen.

    [8] Wilhelm Hegel.

    [9] The saki and cuitlass are two types of birds in Guyana.